Gio Joy
Disciple of Prayer
My name is Gio,
Working in saudi Arbia.
Now i am in so depressed stage.due to my marriage broken.She was good to me and I loved her so much in my life.after 4 months marrige fixed date fixed evrerything is fixed.last 3 weeks before she told to to her father I am so possessive and she broken the arrange.the marrige has called off.till now she didnt messaged me or mail me that she hates me atleas.
As I am working as HR now ,I should be overcome the situation.But this incident is so hurts myself.evry one My parents,relatives every one blaming me that I loved her so much and it should not be done before marrigae,Her hamily also didnt tell me any thing .She is working as nurse practisioner in Canada so she didnt have any huminity in her heart,
I prayed to God a lot What did i do wrong?what is my mistake.from childhood I didnt ask anything to my parents.to anyone.but this one I asked you and didnt gave me.
Why...why....now I am working as machine in my office..doing my job,not talking to anyone.this is not me.defenety not me.I have tried difrent counsellors to overcome this situation but I cant.
at last I decided to resignation...then what what?? at home (India)....I will go mental hospital defenetly ...i can feel that.
After A several thinking in my mind...need a location change...a job change.May be that will help me to recover this situation.
Please pray for me any job in western countries...for my situation atleat. This is not because of my job or location this is for Condition.
Pray for Me,
Thanks
Gio Joy
Working in saudi Arbia.
Now i am in so depressed stage.due to my marriage broken.She was good to me and I loved her so much in my life.after 4 months marrige fixed date fixed evrerything is fixed.last 3 weeks before she told to to her father I am so possessive and she broken the arrange.the marrige has called off.till now she didnt messaged me or mail me that she hates me atleas.
As I am working as HR now ,I should be overcome the situation.But this incident is so hurts myself.evry one My parents,relatives every one blaming me that I loved her so much and it should not be done before marrigae,Her hamily also didnt tell me any thing .She is working as nurse practisioner in Canada so she didnt have any huminity in her heart,
I prayed to God a lot What did i do wrong?what is my mistake.from childhood I didnt ask anything to my parents.to anyone.but this one I asked you and didnt gave me.
Why...why....now I am working as machine in my office..doing my job,not talking to anyone.this is not me.defenety not me.I have tried difrent counsellors to overcome this situation but I cant.
at last I decided to resignation...then what what?? at home (India)....I will go mental hospital defenetly ...i can feel that.
After A several thinking in my mind...need a location change...a job change.May be that will help me to recover this situation.
Please pray for me any job in western countries...for my situation atleat. This is not because of my job or location this is for Condition.
Pray for Me,
Thanks
Gio Joy