faith888
Servant of All
Oh did you go through this? I wouldn't wish this upon anyone. The pain is unbearable and death would have been easier. This is the most trying time in my life. I have been spoken to by my husband in the most disgusting and nasty way that he has ever spoken to me. I read a little message yesterday that he left me on my desk when I was asleep a few weeks back and that I found when I woke up after he left for work. It said along the lines of that he was watching me sleep and that he wished he could just lie beside me and just protect me from everything. That he loves me and that I am everything for him... I have several of these letters... now all he did was ring me from Europe telling me he has met someone new and he wants a divorce. Telling me the most nastiest things on the phone. I haven't heard from him since. He returns this Saturday and I ask the Lord for his protection of my heart, that he brings my husband home to me, our marriage and that everything turns out wonderful for us and that this was just a little phase he went through... I don't know what to say... I am confused and getting up in the morning is just hell... I prefer sleeping... thank you for your prayers, I really really appreciate them.
