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leeangel109
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I am in my ###. I am struggling financially and emotionally. I live in a room at my boyfriend's cousin's house. I just got laid off from my job in December. My relationship is deteriorating. I have tried to always do right by the Lord but I feel unheard. I used all the money I had saved for a new place to live on my boyfriend's cousin's family. When their children needed Christmas gifts, I gave. When oil was needed, I gave. When they were close to being evicted, I gave. When they had barely any food, I got groceries. When his cousin got laid off, I gave almost every penny away that I saved. Now, they make meals and eat them in front of me when I have no food. They order out, and don't even ask me if I need anything. They ask me to run errands. Yet they have acted selfish and cold in my time of need. I pray that the Lord would help me be strong. To overflow with positivity during this difficult situation. I need a new job to get out of this situation. I want to leave on peaceful terms, always. I pray that the Lord would give me strength and raise me up from all the negativity. To learn and grow from this.
