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irishugs
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I'm a ### yr old woman who has struggled with self-esteem issues for 20+ yrs. For a very long time I would pray for God to let me die. I have now become cold to God and others. So I guess you can say my heart is dead. At this time I desperately want to find happiness with God and others. I'm just not sure if God has washed his hands of me due to my past behavior and past prayers. I'm tired of this emptiness and don't know how to start getting back to God.
