Swantalelf
Servant
I am ready for my marriage to be over. The more I realize what he did and got away with, the harder it is for me to deal with him. I hope it will be a peaceful transition. I need to stick with the rules and get by. It is hard. Please let me deal with him until everything works out. I can forgive him, but I never want to be his wife again. We can be friends. I am sad and disappointed. It is out of my control. I am trying not to let it get me down. No one cares or worries about me but me. It is so hard and unfair, but I am grateful for my blessings. I pray I stop making mistakes, so my family can stop blaming me for everything. It is just easier not dealing with him. I feel bad, but I have no feelings for him. He is a risk and burden. I hope he does the right thing. If he is telling the truth, and I am all he wants, I want to make sure he gets what he deserves. I need to forgive him because he does not know any better. I just want to know what love and marriage feel like. I appreciate what my husband does, but he takes me for granted.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.