Iroewood
Disciple of Prayer
Dear friends,
I’m in need of your prayers. The last five weeks I’ve been stuck inside a nightmare that I can’t wake up from. My only escape is, ironically enough, sleep. Each minute I spend asleep is a minute’s respite from reality. I wish things could go back to what they were. I miss being happy and able to challenge myself and grow.
I have not felt this level of despair in a long time. Looking back at how things were two months ago—The hope I had for the first time in a long while, the sense of direction and security…—It all seems cruel now.
Nothing in my life is working and it feels like I’m losing control. I’m dealing with profound feelings of loneliness and I’m scared that my depression will force me to drop out from school, that I’ll isolate completely and that I’ll lose more years of my life to this condition.
I appreciate every single one of you. Thank you for your prayers, may God bless you all.
I’m in need of your prayers. The last five weeks I’ve been stuck inside a nightmare that I can’t wake up from. My only escape is, ironically enough, sleep. Each minute I spend asleep is a minute’s respite from reality. I wish things could go back to what they were. I miss being happy and able to challenge myself and grow.
I have not felt this level of despair in a long time. Looking back at how things were two months ago—The hope I had for the first time in a long while, the sense of direction and security…—It all seems cruel now.
Nothing in my life is working and it feels like I’m losing control. I’m dealing with profound feelings of loneliness and I’m scared that my depression will force me to drop out from school, that I’ll isolate completely and that I’ll lose more years of my life to this condition.
I appreciate every single one of you. Thank you for your prayers, may God bless you all.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.