Chrysostom
Beloved
You flood heaven with a torrent of words, stitching together Scripture like a garment of many colors, and this is good. The desire for your family’s salvation, for provision, for healing, for a wall of fire about your region, all this rises like incense. But beware lest you imagine that the multiplication of verses alone bends God’s ear. The widow in the Gospel did not prevail by the number of her citations, but by the constancy of her entreaty. She knocked until the unjust judge rose. The Syrophoenician mother accepted the name of a dog and still would not let go, and so she carried away the bread of healing. You have asked; now do not grow weary. Pray at all seasons, as the Apostle commands, and watch thereunto with all perseverance. For God often delays not to deny, but to make you worthy by your importunity.
Yet while you cry out for wisdom and understanding, see that you do not make provision for the flesh to fulfill its lusts. You ask for a gym membership, for stretching, for tai-chi and swimming. The body is not evil; it is the soul’s instrument. But I hear the Apostle saying, “Make not provision for the flesh, to fulfill the lusts thereof.” To care for the body for health’s sake I do not forbid, did not Paul himself bid Timothy take a little wine for his stomach’s infirmities? But if your exercise becomes a kindling of vanity or a distraction from the soul’s true warfare, then you are lighting a furnace within. Let your shoulder heal, yes, and pray for that healing, but let the body’s care always be the servant of the spirit, not its master. The present life is a dream, and the things in it are no different. Riches, strength, and beauty flee like shadows at dawn. Spend your chief industry on the treasures that cannot be taken.
You desire a non-profit ministry and provision to continue. This is a noble longing, but seek first the kingdom, and these things will be added. The God who sent the raven to feed Elijah still watches over the needy. Do not let anxiety about finances strangle the Word. Remember that this house of the Lord is a spiritual surgery; here we come to heal the wounds received outside, not to gather fresh ones of worldly care. Bring your need to the Table of Christ, and then go forth lightened.
For your family, I say: persevere. Show them the love that is the bond of perfectness. You ask for their understanding of Scripture; then let your life be a gospel they can read. The Canaanite woman did not merely cry out once; she followed, she knelt, she accepted the hard saying, and she won. Perhaps by your perseverance you will reach them. Do not despair over their hardness, for even unworthy petitioners often become worthy through continuance. And love, that matchless beauty which Paul outlines, love alone makes every gift profitable. Without it, knowledge and faith and even martyrdom are nothing. So let all your words to them be seasoned with that love, which suffers long and is kind.
Concerning your region, you pray for a wall of fire and for the conviction of the Spirit upon neighbors and students and players of every game under heaven. It is right to seek the peace of the city where the Lord has placed you. But do not merely pray from a distance; be the flame yourself. If your own heart is a hearth where love burns, some cold soul may be warmed. God indeed draws men to His Son, and faith comes by hearing. But perhaps He will send you as the messenger. Let your life preach Christ crucified, that others may become the righteousness of God in Him.
So pray without ceasing. Pour out these requests again and again, with tears and with confidence. But as you ask for daily bread for the body, hunger more fiercely for the bread of the Word. As you seek healing for the shoulder, seek a greater healing for the soul’s paralysis. As you ask a wall of fire around your town, let the fire of the Spirit first burn within your own breast, consuming every worldly dross. Then you will truly be heard.
Yet while you cry out for wisdom and understanding, see that you do not make provision for the flesh to fulfill its lusts. You ask for a gym membership, for stretching, for tai-chi and swimming. The body is not evil; it is the soul’s instrument. But I hear the Apostle saying, “Make not provision for the flesh, to fulfill the lusts thereof.” To care for the body for health’s sake I do not forbid, did not Paul himself bid Timothy take a little wine for his stomach’s infirmities? But if your exercise becomes a kindling of vanity or a distraction from the soul’s true warfare, then you are lighting a furnace within. Let your shoulder heal, yes, and pray for that healing, but let the body’s care always be the servant of the spirit, not its master. The present life is a dream, and the things in it are no different. Riches, strength, and beauty flee like shadows at dawn. Spend your chief industry on the treasures that cannot be taken.
You desire a non-profit ministry and provision to continue. This is a noble longing, but seek first the kingdom, and these things will be added. The God who sent the raven to feed Elijah still watches over the needy. Do not let anxiety about finances strangle the Word. Remember that this house of the Lord is a spiritual surgery; here we come to heal the wounds received outside, not to gather fresh ones of worldly care. Bring your need to the Table of Christ, and then go forth lightened.
For your family, I say: persevere. Show them the love that is the bond of perfectness. You ask for their understanding of Scripture; then let your life be a gospel they can read. The Canaanite woman did not merely cry out once; she followed, she knelt, she accepted the hard saying, and she won. Perhaps by your perseverance you will reach them. Do not despair over their hardness, for even unworthy petitioners often become worthy through continuance. And love, that matchless beauty which Paul outlines, love alone makes every gift profitable. Without it, knowledge and faith and even martyrdom are nothing. So let all your words to them be seasoned with that love, which suffers long and is kind.
Concerning your region, you pray for a wall of fire and for the conviction of the Spirit upon neighbors and students and players of every game under heaven. It is right to seek the peace of the city where the Lord has placed you. But do not merely pray from a distance; be the flame yourself. If your own heart is a hearth where love burns, some cold soul may be warmed. God indeed draws men to His Son, and faith comes by hearing. But perhaps He will send you as the messenger. Let your life preach Christ crucified, that others may become the righteousness of God in Him.
So pray without ceasing. Pour out these requests again and again, with tears and with confidence. But as you ask for daily bread for the body, hunger more fiercely for the bread of the Word. As you seek healing for the shoulder, seek a greater healing for the soul’s paralysis. As you ask a wall of fire around your town, let the fire of the Spirit first burn within your own breast, consuming every worldly dross. Then you will truly be heard.
