tina1
Beloved of All
Lord, the surgery seemed to go ok, thank You for getting me through it... I still don't know if there will be any continence issues from the fistula tissue they cut away, please pray for this; I am so scared of that... I guess I will get more information when I see the surgeon again, hopefully next week, please pray there is only a good report... They have also given me some meds that cause constipation, please pray there is no re-injury to the wound site from this and that this doesn't happen; I feel scared to go to the bathroom! Also, the HR person left a message for me to call back about that job offer; I have a feeling it is bad news and that they are withdrawing it because I don't have a driver's license... I am so depressed about that and the feeling of being stuck for 2 1/2 years at my very stressful current job... I have applied to so many positions in this time and kept missing them because I'm not fully bilingual but did not expect to miss out one based on the technicality of driving... This was my first way out in 2/12 years and I thought it was a miracle from the Lord because I had written it off and then it went through an obstacle including an internal candidate filing a grievance that they wanted the job but it still ruled in my favour only to lose it now... I can't go back to my current job; I am overwhelmed with feelings of grief and loss. Lord, forgive my sins, I'm sorry for them in Jesus Name. Amen, thank You.

