I prayed for you and your husband's healing physically, spiritually & in every way, in Jesus' Name Amen.
Proverbs 4: 20-22 My son, pay attention to what I say; listen closely to my words.
Do not let them out of your sight, keep them within your heart;
for they are life to those who find them and health to a man's whole body.
Long past time for this stupid piece if sh*t useless eater to exist anymore. I'm just taking up space and resources needed by others. Do me and them a favor and end my life ASAP, preferably peacefully and painlessly and without taking anyone else with me. Would also appreciate minimal mess...
No reason to stay. Needless suffering. Too chicken to do it myself in case it fails and I succeed only in disabling myself - I don't want to be disabled. I want to be GONE.