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Lord I may never be what I want to be in this life. I may never have what I want to have in this life. Lord as long as I have you I have everything I need nothing. I have you. So lord let my desires fade away let my dreams vanish and never come true. Because none of that matters. What matters is you lord. It hurts yes letting go of all your dreams and hearts desires and wanting to live your entire life alone but lord I don't want my hearts desires anymore. They don't matter. They never will matter. I meant to be alone. I'm not meant to be with anyone. I'm not supposed to have a companion. I've never had that in my life and I don't have it now and I'm never going to have that. So I gave up on it lord. All that matters lord is you and I'm thank full that I have you. But lord please take this hearts desire of mine for companionship I really don't want it anymore. In Jesus name amen.
