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Scott G
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Lord please be with me I feel like I'm going to go crazy I had the chance to smoke two times last night and didn't I also had the chance to get drunk but didn't because I was going to go to church this morning but I thought that ### would wake me up considering the fact that she has my alarm clock but no she didn't and then gets mad at me for not going and I'm about tired of trying for people who don't appreciate it and I'm sure she probably feels the same way when it comes to me but I do appreciate everything she does and has done for me but I think it's about time for me to just say screw it and turn into a ### and not care about what people think of me and just worry about what I think of myself because being a nice guy hasn't gotten me anywhere and another thing that bothers me I tell her I love her all the time and for over a week now she hasn't said it back so I stopped saying it to her and stopped caring about it I think it's getting close to the time for me to move on and say screw everything including my GED, job, and my life as I know it today and go back to sell weed in ### at least there I never have to worry about things like this so Lord I guess what I'm trying to say is please change my thoughts before I end up doing something really stupid that I will regret for the rest of my life I love you Lord I give you my heart, body, mind, and soul for the taking and repairing and this I ask in your Holy name amen.
