Dear brother, please rest assured. The Lord has not forgotten about you! Sometimes He is black, but comely. Please take your place as the bride of Christ and allow Him to romance you into His Love. His Love is real. Far more real than anything you could ever experience in the natural. It is deeper, higher, more enduring, more intimate, and last forever! It is supernatural, and it is real. His love is lasting and beneficial regarding all that goes on with you here on earth. He is with you always. He will never forsake you!
Become the bride of Christ and allow God to romance you. Please read the Song of Solomon Chapters 1-8
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And while you are reading it also keep in mind that a greater than Solomon is here.
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Also read and meditate on Psalm 139
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And read and meditate on Psalm 23
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Live blessed and look forward to all that God has planned for your life. Amen!