mattosan
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lord you have shown me to "stand firm and without fear" lord this was your x-mas present to me,, lord i thank you for it..lord i am unsure if your are telling me to be firm in my faith and my stand for my marriage , or if its just a call to stand firm in my faith,, lord i dont know if other standers faith waivers as bad as mine but when you give me a word it only lifts my spirits for an hour at the most and then i fade into despair again..lord please forgive me for not being able to just trust you and not be afraid, but the pain of this is overwhelming..lord i dont know how long i will last in my stand with out your help..and the lack of peace, it scares me to believe that you have not called me to stand for my marriage because i feel if you did i would have peace about it and not worry or greive,,lord the sorrow is huge and i cant seem to get past these feelings..lord i look to you as my help, lord guide me into all truth and dont let me beleive a lie..lord if you are not calling me to stand and my marriage is done then please show me the truth.. i cant heal while i am still hopeing , please god show me the truth,, you know the begining from the end and want your will to come to pass in my life,, please bring change and bring your will and plan and purpose to pass in my life and please do this swiftly as i am losing hope for tomorrow everyday,, in jesus name amen..