Lonely

[Broken]

I feel so totally alone, I find myself questioning my faith more and more, God always seemed so near but now when I need Him most he seems distant and aloof. I'm not really sure what I am asking for, I'm just tired of the loneliness that has pervaded my entire life. My family is distant and unreliable at best, and do not understand my problem in any event. I have never had a relationship and fear I never will, here I am over 30 years old and have never so much as been on a date, much less had a relationship. Marriage is all I've ever really wanted, cannot say I've ever really had any ambitions otherwise beyond a decent, stable job and I have that and more, yet I find it all empty as I am still alone, am always going to be alone apparently. Its just stuff, nice stuff but it is pointless without anyone to share it with. Everyone I know has at least had some sort of relationship, even those who I know that have gone through bitter divorces at least had some happy times. I know it is not all fun and games, sweetness and light, but this painful loneliness is more than I can any longer bear. The harder I try the more it seems to elude me, I do not know what to do any more and as God seems so distant I find myself considering just taking my own life. It is meaningless if I've no one to share it with, if I'm to be alone there is no point in my further existence. Please God, if I'm to be alone like this, end my life tonight.

 

[SteveRC]

God, please be with this person who is suffering from the pain of the lack of companionship. Please provide them with solace and comfort that things will happen for them that will be favorable and wonderful. Grant them the patience and peace to see your path that will be laid out for them. You are not alone. Not only do you have God, but you have people out here in this community who are rooting for you and have felt exactly the way you do. Fear, rejection, loneliness, etc. are all emotions which cloud your vision on how you should live your life. Your life is like a glass of water, and these emotions are like adding dirt to the glass and stirring it up. Your glass is unclear and muddy -- you cannot see through it. Be calm and relax - let things happen in God's time. Let the dirt settle in your glass......you will see things clearer again. Be at peace and God bless.

-S

 

[cindy2490]

Dear Lord, Please help this person who suffers with such loneliness. Please make your presents known to them. Help them to forgive any regrets that has invaded this persons life. Help this person to become whole once more. Help this person to be able to reconnect with other people and to be able to put themselves out there to be reached by others. Lord, help this person to reconnect with family as well. That Peace, Joy, and Love reach this persons heart now. Help this person to be able to focus on You Oh Lord during their darkest hour. That you will light their way out of the shadows that has darken this persons life. Please give comfort and love to this person who is feeling loneliness, and blinding emptiness that seems to drain this persons life force. Make this person a strong and vital person for themselves as well as for the community. That their life will be meaningful once more. I pray for a long and full filling and happy life for this person. In Jesus Holy Name, Amen.

 

[bluebirds38]

DEAR LORD, I PRAY THAT YOU HEAL HIS BROKEN HEART AND GUIDE BROKEN TO THE RIGHT WOMAN FOR HIM, I PRAY THAT YOU FILL HIM WITH YOUR PRESENCE AND BRING COMFORT AND PEACE, I PRAY THAT YOU GIVE HIM STRENGTH AND INCREASE HIS FAITH, I PRAY THAT YOU POUR OUT HIS BLESSINGS ON BROKEN, IN JESUS NAME AMEN