missnan67
Servant of All
I know i said so things tonght to phill that made him walk back out the door.. I told him that i feel like he is living a double life..he never lets me come to his house to visit him i can come and be on the out side of his house but my in side.. He has his mother law living with him his wife had pass away and at the time he needed help with his daughter she is 19 now and she is still there.. And he will not let me come in to see him when she is there.. We have been together for 3 half years... And he comes to my house any time and i told him tonight i wish things would change.. Like always he would not answer me.. Then i told him about his drinking he is gettin to old to be hangin with younger guys.. And all they want to do is drink party.. I have been prayin for phil will give his life back to jesus... The more i pray the worst he gets.. Should i give up.. I toldhim if he dont want to change his way about his drinkin maybe i need to look for some one else to be in my life he got mad and left... And thats what he does when i get talkin about it he wont talk to me other sayin i have problems and i dont take them to some one esle he deals with it on his own... I pray if he is not wanting to have a life with me in marriage he needs to tell me so so i can move on.. I wish he would talk to me instead runs off and hides tili get cool down... Lord please speak to phils heart lord i pray he will change his ways.. Lord i ask all this in jesus name amen
