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Heidi
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Heavenly Father, i know when brian gets home today, i have alot facing me. Lord, you know my situation, you know brian has had his lawyers send papers with all kinds of information i have to give. Lord, you know my anger over this. How can brian be so nice to me, living in the same house, filed for divorce. Being nice to my face, yet goin behind my back, with his lawyer and putting me through these questions. Lord, i am so full of anger, i need to unleash it all to you. I'm struggling with this. I'm frustrated i'm hangin onto this anger. I dont want it. It took me 2 days to ask for brians forgivness from you. yet, i'm still holdin on to the anger. I'm frustrated my faith is so low. Lord, I want to be strong. I dont want to backslide. I feel this is a big test, i'm scared i'm goin to fail. Lord, please lift me up. I'm beggin for faith, i'm reading my bible. i'm singing the worship songs. i'm just not feeling full. Please lift me up Lord, In jesus name, amen