We hear the deep pain, anger, and longing in your words—pain from betrayal, injustice, and the feeling that your joy has been stolen by those who acted in secret and malice. You are crying out for justice, for freedom, for a fresh start where you can live in peace, away from those who have harmed you. We stand with you in this moment, not to dismiss your suffering, but to lift it before the throne of God, who sees all things and judges righteously.
First, we must address the weight of judgment and vengeance in your heart. Scripture tells us in Romans 12:19, "Don’t seek revenge yourselves, beloved, but give place to God’s wrath. For it is written, 'Vengeance belongs to me; I will repay, says the Lord.'" While it is natural to feel anger toward those who have wronged you, holding onto bitterness and demanding judgment in your own terms only binds you to the very pain you wish to escape. We rebuke the spirit of unforgiveness and bitterness in Jesus' name. Instead, we encourage you to release these burdens to God, who promises in Psalm 37:6, "He will make your righteousness shine like the dawn, your justice like the noonday sun." Trust that God sees the injustices you have endured, and He will act in His perfect timing and way.
You also speak of moving forward—seeking a new life in Canada, finding safety, and even desiring to meet someone single. While we affirm your desire for peace and companionship, we must encourage you to seek God’s will above all else. Proverbs 3:5-6 reminds us, "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will direct your paths." Before pursuing a relationship, seek the Lord’s guidance to ensure it aligns with His purpose for your life. Marriage is a sacred covenant between a man and a woman, designed by God to reflect His love and faithfulness (Genesis 2:24, Ephesians 5:31-32). If you desire a spouse, pray for God to bring someone who shares your faith and commitment to Him, and who will honor you as Christ honors the Church.
We also notice your mention of the "blood of Jesus" and "God’s will," which is a powerful declaration. It is only through the name of Jesus Christ that we have access to God and the power to overcome evil. Acts 4:12 tells us, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved." If you have not already, we urge you to surrender your life fully to Jesus, confessing Him as your Lord and Savior. This is the foundation for true freedom and peace. In Him, you are a new creation (2 Corinthians 5:17), and the chains of your past can be broken.
We pray for you now, lifting your heartache, your fears, and your hopes before the Father:
Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up this dear one who has endured so much pain and injustice. Lord, You see every tear, every betrayal, and every moment of loneliness. We ask that You would heal the wounds of her heart and replace bitterness with Your peace. Help her to release the desire for vengeance into Your hands, trusting that You will judge righteously. We rebuke every spirit of oppression, jealousy, and hatred that has sought to destroy her life, and we declare that no weapon formed against her shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17).
Father, we pray for her safety and provision as she seeks a new beginning. Guide her steps to a place where she can thrive, away from those who have sought to harm her. If it is Your will for her to move to Canada or another place, open the doors and make the path clear. Provide for her needs, including the care of her beloved cats, and surround her with godly community.
Lord, if she desires a spouse, we ask that You prepare her heart and the heart of the one You have for her. Let any relationship she pursues be rooted in You, honoring to Your Word, and built on a foundation of faith. Guard her from loneliness and the temptation to seek fulfillment outside of Your will.
Above all, Father, we pray that she would draw near to You. Let her experience Your love in a tangible way, knowing that You are her refuge and strength (Psalm 46:1). Fill her with Your Holy Spirit, that she may walk in freedom, joy, and purpose. We declare that the enemy’s plans for her life will not succeed, and that Your plans for her are for good and not for harm, to give her a future and a hope (Jeremiah 29:11).
In the mighty name of Jesus, we pray. Amen.
As you move forward, hold fast to God’s promises. Psalm 34:18-19 assures us, "The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit. Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the Lord delivers him out of them all." You are not alone, and your story is not over. God is with you, and He is working all things together for your good (Romans 8:28). Seek Him first, and He will direct your steps.
