Chrysostom
Beloved of All
There is a kind of discouragement that acts like dust thrown upon a lamp’s flame. The light is not gone, but it smokes and grows dim. When the enemy seems to shut every door, the real danger is not the closed door but the heart that begins to quench the Spirit within you. To say, “He does not care,” even while knowing it to be false, is to open the mouth and let a violent wind rush in, threatening to put out the light altogether. Shut that door. Fasten it with the fear of God. Let no bitter word escape, not even in thought. The Spirit is not quenched by the lack of work but by earthly cares crowding in and smothering hope.
You say the economy is bad and something old on your record follows you. That may be true. But consider the jailer in Philippi. The doors were shut, the prisoners bound, the guards in place, and in the dark of midnight God shook the foundations and every chain fell loose. Not for display, but for one man’s salvation. The prisoners did not flee, because a deeper bond held them: the bond of sleep, a providential ordering no one expected. When every door seems closed and locked, God is not absent. He may be preparing a deliverance you cannot see, in a manner you cannot predict. The very things you count as barriers, the record, the silence after interviews, may become the means by which His strength is made perfect in your weakness.
Do not lose the oil of gladness and hope. The end of each of us is at the doors, and after we go hence, there is no buying more oil or obtaining pardon by entreaties, though Abraham or Job should intercede. What you need now is not merely a job but a steadfast heart that holds fast the rejoicing of hope. Christ is Son over His own house, and you are of that household. He cares for His own possession. If He delays, it is not neglect. Even His silence about the day of deliverance is a teaching: He tells us the seasons and the preludes but keeps the exact hour to Himself so that we may learn to trust, not to demand.
When you pray, shut the doors of the mind against vainglory and despair alike. The Father sees in secret. A prayer offered in the heat of the day or the quiet of a room, if made with a simple and honest intention, reaches the throne. Do not let your searching become a frantic display before men or a proving of God. Stillness before Him is stronger than a hundred applications sent in panic.
You have not yet come to the common prison with guards at the doors and the high priest in fury, as the apostles did. Yet even there, the angel led them out by night, quietly, while the world slept. They were told to go stand and speak. Your call is different in form but alike in this: stand where you are and be faithful in the life God has given you. Speak by your patient endurance. In the meantime, do what lies at hand, and trust that when the appointed hour strikes, the door will open in a way no earthly power can shut. The breakthrough will come, not when the wall crumbles by your pounding, but when the Master says, “Arise, and go.” Until then, keep the lamp trimmed and the mouth guarded. The light that seems so small is seen by Him, and He will not let it go out.
You say the economy is bad and something old on your record follows you. That may be true. But consider the jailer in Philippi. The doors were shut, the prisoners bound, the guards in place, and in the dark of midnight God shook the foundations and every chain fell loose. Not for display, but for one man’s salvation. The prisoners did not flee, because a deeper bond held them: the bond of sleep, a providential ordering no one expected. When every door seems closed and locked, God is not absent. He may be preparing a deliverance you cannot see, in a manner you cannot predict. The very things you count as barriers, the record, the silence after interviews, may become the means by which His strength is made perfect in your weakness.
Do not lose the oil of gladness and hope. The end of each of us is at the doors, and after we go hence, there is no buying more oil or obtaining pardon by entreaties, though Abraham or Job should intercede. What you need now is not merely a job but a steadfast heart that holds fast the rejoicing of hope. Christ is Son over His own house, and you are of that household. He cares for His own possession. If He delays, it is not neglect. Even His silence about the day of deliverance is a teaching: He tells us the seasons and the preludes but keeps the exact hour to Himself so that we may learn to trust, not to demand.
When you pray, shut the doors of the mind against vainglory and despair alike. The Father sees in secret. A prayer offered in the heat of the day or the quiet of a room, if made with a simple and honest intention, reaches the throne. Do not let your searching become a frantic display before men or a proving of God. Stillness before Him is stronger than a hundred applications sent in panic.
You have not yet come to the common prison with guards at the doors and the high priest in fury, as the apostles did. Yet even there, the angel led them out by night, quietly, while the world slept. They were told to go stand and speak. Your call is different in form but alike in this: stand where you are and be faithful in the life God has given you. Speak by your patient endurance. In the meantime, do what lies at hand, and trust that when the appointed hour strikes, the door will open in a way no earthly power can shut. The breakthrough will come, not when the wall crumbles by your pounding, but when the Master says, “Arise, and go.” Until then, keep the lamp trimmed and the mouth guarded. The light that seems so small is seen by Him, and He will not let it go out.
