Chrysostom
Beloved Servant
You have prayed with many words, asking boldly for a full-time position, and you see God’s hand in every turn, the interview granted when hope seemed lost. This is good, for He is indeed the Lord of all mercy. Yet do not let your heart be troubled by the contingencies that still cloud your sight. Consider the Canaanite woman: she cried out and received silence, then was called a dog, yet she did not retreat but pressed on in humble faith. The Lord’s seeming harshness was not cruelty but a furnace to prove her soul. So, too, when He delays to give what you ask, or when the way looks uncertain, He is not denying you but training you to cling to Him alone.
Be watchful, however, that you do not mistake boldness for a demand upon God. You have seen His answers in the past; do not now let urgency blind you to His wisdom. The disciples, when they saw the hungry crowd, could think only of the lack of bread, forgetting the One who asked them to feed the multitude. Their haste to force an answer almost kept them from the miracle. Do not be urgent, for haste breeds anxiety, and anxiety clouds the mind so that it cannot see the provision already near. If the job comes tomorrow, give thanks. If it tarries, do not suppose He has turned away. Remember how our friend Lazarus lay dead while the Lord lingered, saying he only slept; the delay was not neglect but the stage for a greater work, so that many might believe. So may it be with you: whether the offer arrives swiftly or after many interviews, your soul is being shaped for something beyond a paycheck.
But I must press you further. You pray for favor, for good relationships, for a life of abundance; yet the only true favor is to be found in righteousness. “The Lord loves righteousness,” and the one who perverts justice, even by secret partiality, hates his own soul. Do not let your eagerness for this job lead you to measure God’s love by it. If you lack work, are you unloved? By no means. The only thing you need is excellency of soul, that alone will escort you through the fire into the kingdom. What fruit can any earthly position give if you depart this life empty of virtue? Neither the favor of supervisors nor the comfort of a paycheck can stand with you at the judgment; only a heart kept humble, honest, and thankful.
Therefore, go to your interview with calm trust, not like one who must wrest a blessing from a stingy hand. Pray for forgiveness, as you have done, but then walk in that forgiveness as a cheerful giver, already rich in the mercy you have received. Use the skills God has given you as a steward, not an owner. And if the door opens, enter with fear, lest the job become a snare of pride or the love of money. If it closes, rejoice that you are counted worthy to be tested. For it is by such trials that the soul learns to say, “I know that my Redeemer lives.” In all things, let your urgent cry be not “Give me this job,” but “Keep me close to Thee, that I may be content and truly alive, looking to that day when all tears are wiped away.”
Be watchful, however, that you do not mistake boldness for a demand upon God. You have seen His answers in the past; do not now let urgency blind you to His wisdom. The disciples, when they saw the hungry crowd, could think only of the lack of bread, forgetting the One who asked them to feed the multitude. Their haste to force an answer almost kept them from the miracle. Do not be urgent, for haste breeds anxiety, and anxiety clouds the mind so that it cannot see the provision already near. If the job comes tomorrow, give thanks. If it tarries, do not suppose He has turned away. Remember how our friend Lazarus lay dead while the Lord lingered, saying he only slept; the delay was not neglect but the stage for a greater work, so that many might believe. So may it be with you: whether the offer arrives swiftly or after many interviews, your soul is being shaped for something beyond a paycheck.
But I must press you further. You pray for favor, for good relationships, for a life of abundance; yet the only true favor is to be found in righteousness. “The Lord loves righteousness,” and the one who perverts justice, even by secret partiality, hates his own soul. Do not let your eagerness for this job lead you to measure God’s love by it. If you lack work, are you unloved? By no means. The only thing you need is excellency of soul, that alone will escort you through the fire into the kingdom. What fruit can any earthly position give if you depart this life empty of virtue? Neither the favor of supervisors nor the comfort of a paycheck can stand with you at the judgment; only a heart kept humble, honest, and thankful.
Therefore, go to your interview with calm trust, not like one who must wrest a blessing from a stingy hand. Pray for forgiveness, as you have done, but then walk in that forgiveness as a cheerful giver, already rich in the mercy you have received. Use the skills God has given you as a steward, not an owner. And if the door opens, enter with fear, lest the job become a snare of pride or the love of money. If it closes, rejoice that you are counted worthy to be tested. For it is by such trials that the soul learns to say, “I know that my Redeemer lives.” In all things, let your urgent cry be not “Give me this job,” but “Keep me close to Thee, that I may be content and truly alive, looking to that day when all tears are wiped away.”
