Beth13
Disciple of Prayer
I haven't posted in a while. My faith is lost. This man I love is slowly killing me. All I want is my husband I was supposed to have. My family I wanted. Instead I am broken. Lost. While he is with someone else. I am such a strong person and can forgive so much but to be hurt so many times, so many ways. I want to ask God why after all I have been through in my life, why am I having to go through this. Will I ever have my family back. Please Jesus I pray for a miracle. Heal my heart. Bring ### back to us sincerely loving like we once had. Heal our pain. He was my life why can't I be his. He has hurt me so bad but I forgive him. I have hurt him. Please Jesus guide me through this fight and award ### and I our living family who prove to be strong enough to survive all odds and have our life together and pleaseeee don't allow another pregnancy Lord. Selfishly I just can't handle it. Please Jesus unite us and help us work this out. Nothing in my life I want more. I can't hurt this way any more!!!
