dennis c
Disciple of Prayer
jESUS, I KNOW YOU KNOW THAT I LAY AWAKE EVERY NIGHT, IN THE SILENCE BY MY SELF...WONDERING BUT PRAYING IT DOESNT HAPPEN, THAT I DIE FROM THIS BLADDER TUMOR, OR THE COPD OR THE DIABETES. THE STRESS CAUSES ARGUMENTS WHEN I SO PRAY NOT TO HEAR THEM, BECAUSE THE STRESS OF THE ARGUMENTS CAN CONTRIBUTE TO ME DYING. JESUS, PLEASE BE WITH ME, MY SON, AND WIFE, GIVE US STRENGTH TO FIGHT THIS. MY SON IS ONLY 24, AND HE IS SO VERY ANGRY KNOWING I MAY DIE, YOUTH DOES NOT GIVE THE INNER STRENGTH AT TIMES, PLEASE BE WITH HIM AND COMFORT HIM IN YOUR PRECIOUS WAYS...AS ANYONE, I DONT WANT TO DIE, ITS A LONG COLD DARK HEARTLESS THING.....OH LORD, HELP ME PLEASE