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[Ren]

I just wanted to come back and post an update to this post, since as it is, it seems to be wide open with no closure. 

First of all, I would like to thank all of your for each of your input whether it was here on this forum or in my inbox. It was all extremely encouraging, which surprised and edified me. 

In the days after this post (17 days...) a lot has happened. However I finally have found what I was searching for.. if not something a little different... I had a sudden breakthrough that occurred a coupe of nights ago. 

Right now, I'm trying to take care of myself--on all levels.  I've had a life where myself and my words were never heard or regarded by those around me. God is leading me down a path where that will change.

I'm starting to trust God again, as well as myself. 

Thank you all again. 

 

[angelines]

hello, i saw your request right after i sent mine..i have been homeless and alone for too long and too have felt like god must not care why doesnt he help other then keep me alive..i have seen spiritual things happen and i want you to know that even though u dont feel like it, you are very blessed...i think god just wants you to reach for him first and trust him, and people make it complicated believe the lie that its so hard when all we have to do is reach for the one who loves us soo much. Jesus, fill him with your holy spirit, protect him with the armor and show him your love amen

 

[Johnson Mncube]

Lord in your word you promised not leave us nor fosake us. Please look into this situation and respond.you also said the prayer of faith shall heal if there's sin it will be fprgiven. I ask this in Jesus name Amen

 

[AdamANT]

Please Lord give this man guidance in his time of need, lead this man to a greater purpose than the one he has set before him, show this man ways in which he can be more useful to himself and the rest of the world in Jesus name, Amen! I come before you God asking that you intervene in this man's life, give him relief, take away his depression, and surround him with a powerful love in Jesus name, Amen! Thank you for all that you do for us Lord!