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I pray in agreement for the will of God to be done in this situation. You are a good God, a mighty god, an awesome God who can do above and beyond anything that we ask. Step in my Lord in Jesus name I prayn in agreement....AMEN!!
 
My precious friend, I have felt these feelings.  They say suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.  That is not true.  The suicidal person sees themselves as permanently damaged, fundamentally inadequate.  The moments when they feel competent and loved are seen as temporary aberrations.   Therefore suicide is a permanent solution to a permanent problem, which is themselves.  When they cease to exist, so does the problem.

But why then has God helped you?  For your torment?  His amusement?  Is either of those consistent with the God we know?  If you did not get what you wanted then it was because you didn't need it or because having it would interfere with a future plan of His.

Think of a bird trapped in a net.  It struggles frantically to free itself.  You, as a superior being, can see how to free it, but you can't until it stops struggling.  It has to be still.  

You have to do the same.  You have to trust that He has a plan, even if you can't see it.  You have to trust in His love, even when you can't feel it.  You have to reach out to other people, ministers, mental health professionals, a doctor, whoever you need to help you on earth until you can reconnect with Him fully.  In his timing, not yours.

That is what I did.  I went to my doctor and got a prescription, and I took it for two years.  I still have bad days, and I still know that I am fundamentally inadequate.  But to accept God's grace is to accept that you ARE fundamentally inadequate.  God knows you better than you know yourself.  There are failures you've forgotten about, but He has not.  And He loves you anyway!  

He has saved your life over and over again.  Why?  Because He has a purpose for you.  Maybe you won't make a difference here on earth.  Maybe the purpose is your own perfection of a relationship with Him.  But God does not mock.  He does not torture.  He does not torment.  

You have the puzzle pieces of your life, and you are trying to put them together.  God has the box lid.  He sees the entire picture.  That red bit?  It might be an apple, a barn, or a balloon.  You don't know.  He does.  

Trust Him.  And since that is really difficult right now, get help from somewhere until it is easier.  God's blessings upon you my friend.  I will be praying for you.
 
I say amen to feeling forsaken. Ren, the thoughts you are having are not God's thoughts towards you. He demonstrated His love towards us by sending Jesus to die for our sins. And you know what else? There is a devil who is roaming around looking to see who he can devour...and he's looking for those who don't know God, who are ignorant of God's love and goodness towards them, and in the same way the devil deceived Eve by whispering "did God say...?" he is saying the same thing to you. Instead of blaming God for your life, find out what He says about you, and that comes from reading the New Testament. People can be mean and heartless,( and that is the nature of man until they are born again by the Spirit of God), and allow God change your thoughts. Find you a church that has life in it, where people's lives are being changed, and get involved, and let them love you.

Father, in the name of Jesus, I bind ren's spirit, soul and body to the will and purposes of God, to truth, and to the blood of Jesus. I bind his mind, will and emotions to the will and purposes of God. I bind his mind to mercy and truth for by mercy and truth iniquity is purged and by the fear of the Lord, men depart from evil. I bind him to the work of the cross,with all of it's love, forgiveness, grace, forgiveness and dying to self.  I loose wrong patterns of thinking, wrong beliefs, wrong attitudes, wrong motives and wrong ideas from him, and I loose the strongholds guarding those wrong things. I loose wrong agreements he has entered into with, with others, with lies and even with himself. I loose words curses off him and say that every evil word, effect and influence on his life is broken, in Jesus' name! I release him to desire the love of the truth, that he might be saved. I speak life to ren, in Jesus' name...Chosen, called, loved, accepted (highly favored) wanted, a somebody and not a dog, a person of value and worth because of the blood of Jesus that was poured out for our sins. Draw his heart, Father, and place people across his path whose hearts are compassionate and merciful and can instruct him in the things of God. I break the lie that he is not worth anyone loving, caring or accepting him. You are muzzled you lying spirit. Lord, send forth your angels to minister to him as an heir of salvation. In Jesus' name, I pray, Amen.
 
Child of God, I have asked God in Jesus’ name to honor your prayer request that you posted. May God bless you with the desires of your heart that is the will of God.

 Here is a New Year 2013 prayer for you. Let this be your prayer...

Let’s Pray: God I Thank You for allowing me to live to see another day, another New Year. With all that is within me I say, Thank You Jesus. I praise You. I bless Your Holy name. You are the only true and living God. You are the only reason that I am alive today. You are my Life. You are my Living Water and Living Bread. You are God, my Father, the Great I Am, God Almighty. You are the Head of my life, the breath that I breathe and the beat of my heart. You are Lord and I am so in love with You.


God I come asking in Jesus’ name, let this New Year be like no other. Let this be the best year ever for me, and each year that follows even better. Bless me real good. Bless my finances and cause me to prosper. Supply all my need. Bless me with the desires of my heart that is the will of God for my life. Step in my life and perfect the things that concern You and I. Teach me discipline in every area of my life. Bless me to become all that You created, called, and chosen me to be.


Bless my spiritual walk with You. God bless our relationship. May our relationship flourish, grow deeper, richer, and sweeter. Encourage me, help me, strengthen me, and show me how to walk in the character of Christ Jesus. Let the life that I live exemplify Jesus’ life. Give me understanding of Your Word and strengthen me to be a hearer and doer of Your Word. Bless me to prosper and grow intellectually as well as spiritually. Bless me to keep my focus on You and what You have called me to do.


God teach me time management and organization skills. Teach me to value the time You have given me and not waste it so that I will accomplish all that needs to be done and that You have called me to do in an excellent and timely manner. God help me get and keep my priorities in order. God get my life, family, and home in order. Teach me how to prioritize and organize my life. Show me what is and what is not important.


Teach me how and help me to block out the negative, the voices of the enemy that come to discourage, deceive, and destroy the dreams that You have given me. Lord teach me how to spiritually silence the dream killers, the lies and the deceit of those who come to get my focus off of You and what You have called me and told me to do. Most importantly teach me how to enjoy life the way You meant life to be enjoyed by me. In all things teach me how to give thanks. And remind me that all things will work out for my good because I love You and I am called according to Your purpose.


Bless me physically. Teach me how and cause me to take care of me (body, mind, heart, soul, and spirit) in an excellent way that brings You glory. Let the favor, wisdom, love, joy, peace, and protection of God rest in and upon my life like never before. Teach me how to tithe not only with money, but also with my time and talents. Make me an excellent wise steward over all You have and will bless me with (including my time, talents, and tithes). God I ask all these things so that I may be blessed, continue to be blessed, and be a blessing. God all that I have asked of You in this prayer please do the same for all those I love and care about, all those who love and care about me, and the writer of this prayer. Amen, So Be It, And It Is So!

*Pass This Prayer On To All Those Whom You Love And Care About.


Happy New Year 2013!
Encourager Linda Flagg, LM, CS
Christian Life Coach & Youth Minister
 
HEAVENLY FATHER WE COME TO YOU ASKING YOU TO MINISTER TO THIS SPECIAL CHILD OF YOURS WHO IS HURTING. BRING COMFORT AS ONLY YOU CAN DO. LET THEM KNOW THEY WERE PUT ON THIS EARTH FOR AN IMPORTANT REASON. I PRAY FOR THE EVIL ONE TO LEAVE THEM ALONE AND STOP WHISPERING LIES IN THEIR EARS. I REBUKE SATAN AND HIS DEMONS IN THE NAME OF JESUS TO LEAVE THIS CHILD OF YOURS ALONE. RESTORE THIS ONE'S FAITH IN YOU, FATHER. HEAL THEIR HEART AND LET THEM FEEL YOUR PRESENCE, COMFORT AND LOVE. I PRAY THESE NEGATIVE THOUGHTS WILL BE REPLACED WITH JOY AND HOPE. I THANK YOU IN ADVANCE FOR ANSWERING THIS PRAYER, THROUGH THE POWER AND SWEET NAME OF YOUR MOST HIGH SON, JESUS CHRIST
 
Father God, Please bring comfort, peace and hope to this one. I pray for their safety. I pray they will feel your holy presence.

Ren, please do not listen to the lies of the evil one. You are a precious child of the most High and Holy God. He is the only God. He is the creator of all things and he created you. What ever has happened, remember all things pass. "and it came to pass....".....things will be better. The sun will shine again, the storm will pass. Hold to God's unchanging hand. Do not give up the faith. God loves you.
 
I hope all is well with you and you are feeling better. All things pass. God Bless you and your life.

I hope all is well with you and you are feeling better. All things pass. God Bless you and your life.
 
Yes, I am better, but I am still just very confused about a lot of things. Thank you everyone for praying for me. I ope next year will be better.
 
one day at a time, some days one moment at a time. God can heal all wounds. There is nothing he cannot do. Nothing is impossible for him. You are his precious child and he loves you. He has wonderful plans for you. Trust him. I am glad you are feeling better. He will help you find your answers and your way. Don't listen to the evil one. He tries to confuse all of God's children. God gives us a spirit of power and love and a sound mind. He wants only good for you.
 
I'm in the same boat right now, I keep getting stabbed right in the heart but don't believe the negative lies of the devil. Everything negative you hear in your head is the devil, you should be aware that the devil CANNOT tell the truth and if he cannot tell you the truth what if he finally did. He would tell you how precious you are, how special you are to God, how he is jealous of you for being able to have a chance at entering the kingdom of God. The devil tries to stop us from going to heaven because he know's he cannot go and doesn't want us to either my friend. I pray Gods Holy protection and love over your life. Jesus touch this persons heart in such an amazing way in Jesus Christ name we pray in Amen. I love you my friend!
 
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