I've just finished my first year of university in new zealand, and

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I've just finished my first year of university in new zealand, and have come back home to Singapore, 15kg heavier and I recently found out I didn't pass my 1st year law exam. my parents are beyond dissapointed and I can't even begin to describe the amount of self-loathing I have for myself. I'm going to the gym everyday, watching what I eat and trying to re-focus my life after a blatant year of what I see as failures. and yet its still hard meeting up with old friends, seeing the way they look at me, and then having not much to say when they ask me how my exams went. i know this request may seems trivial compared to the many others on here, but I'm struggling to find even the slightest glint of hope to keep me motivated and strong.

-alaska