it takes everything i have to get up out ...

[mwilson61]

it takes everything i have to get up out of bed everyday. its like im just existing. no friends, no husband, just my children and I. I cant find joy in anything anymore, and I cry myself to sleep everynight alone. work to home then home to work day in and day out.2 years ago my ex and I split upI had to move away from my home. Still in this city I dont know and have not meet a single friend. I look from afar n everyone enjoying life getting married n i cant find a single thing to b happy about. I look at my children and it reminds me of all the hurt that my ex has and still does put me thru. I dont know how my heart still longs for someone who hurt me so bad.Hes off living his life, not supporting or doing for our children or myself and living so happy and free.here i am feeling trapped with no corner to turn to. I pray for the hurt to go awa n it feels like a knife in my heart every waking moment. Im afraid im meant to b alone when all i want is 2 b happy again. Find a husband who loves me like I would him n have a father for my children.I feel trapped at my job and hopelessness set in. I find myself wishing my ex could just feel like I do...the more bad i wish upon him the better in life he does and the worse I do. I know this isnt the right way to think but the anger set in. I just want to feel that over welming love from awarm body and have a husband to come home to and enjoy life with.Ive prayed about this and always feel like im being punished. I find myself testing faith and feeling like God hates me. I dont want alot, just a few friends and husband and father for my children. Someone who will hold me when I cry and a warm body who can tell lay with me at night.

 

[Articles]

Lord, we thank you that you for the blessings that you have given us. Help us to honor you in every part of our lives. We place this request at your throne. Please hear and reply according to your perfect will and timing. Grant us the peace to know that you are in control. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

I just want you to know I asked God to honor your prayer request that you posted. God is in control. Trust Him. He Loves You.

Let’s Pray: God I ask in Jesus’ name, “Bless everyone I love and care about (including myself) from this day forward and for the rest of our lives. Encourage Us. Bless, Protect, Deliver, and Heal Us. Consume and burrow us in the chambers of Your heart that Your pulse becomes our pulse and Your thoughts become our thoughts. God we need You to consume our entire existence that we become all You made us to be and reflect Your perfection. God place your angels of protection all around us and our dwelling place. Let the favor and wisdom of God rest upon our lives. Let the love of God rest and rule in our homes and peace and prosperity rest in the walls of our homes. God all that I have asked of You in this prayer do the same for the writer of this prayer. In Jesus’ name I pray. Amen.â€

 

[floridaguy]

hey i am a single man here in florida was married for a long time now divorced & sounds like we have alot in common. i am very depressed to wishing i was married again & often cry myself to sleep at night as well. i have learned one thing thru this pain that I have learned to trust Jesus & he will see us thru this. Our Lord is coming again so soon. I wonder sometimes do we even have time to start new relationships, but trust me I would love to find another christian lady even if we dated for one day then the rapture. I pray in the name of Jesus Christ that the Lord will fill your heart with Joy & Peace. I pray that Satin will remove all depression so you can enjoy life yourself... Be Blessed in the Lord...

 

[Dotty]

I'm so sorry for your sadness. Please don't feel alone or unloved. God is with you always and you have friends here to pray with you. I understand how you feel each day is a waste, it's hard when what we think is normal is gone. My husband left me also so I feel your pain. May the Lord see us both crying out tonight with broken hearts and bring comfort to us. God has a plan for each of us, help us Lord to be patient. Let us be still and know that You are God. In Jesus' holy name tonight I pray for Your will to be done. Amen

 

[Eugene]

You can have the peace that surpasses understanding if you will keep your eyes on Christ instead of your problems. There is nothing that is impossible for him. He cannot fail you because it was by his great love that he created you. He overcame death and left us a promise that he would always be with us. Jesus will make a way through the mountain of your problems because his perfect plan for your life cannot be stopped. Remember, the love of Christ will always defeat your enemies and keep you in his perfect peace.

Jesus said in John 10:10, “I have come that you may have life, and have it abundantlyâ€. Jesus never promised that we would not have problems. He promised that despite our struggles, he would still be able to give us peace and joy in the midst of them and to those who endure, blessings for having gone through them. There is not a circumstance in your life that Christ cannot turn and use for your good. It doesn’t matter what pain, addiction, illness, financial problem or relationship heartache that you are going through, the power of Christ can and will take you through it.

Nothing can overcome you when your life is in Christ. He is your power and the force to go on even despite the pain you may be experiencing. God is never limited by the impossibility of your situation. He who spoke the world into existence has a way out of every trial you endure. In Scripture we read that it was God who shut the mouth of the lions and saved Daniel when he was thrown into their den for not bowing down to the king. It was God who went with young David to defeat the giant. It is always the strength of God who meets us at the battle and takes down our enemies. We have nothing to fear because the word of God promises us that we cannot be destroyed.

By Marianne Lordi

 

[mysticcricket]

Father bless her needs and help her to balence her life. Amen!