Anonymous
Beloved of All
Prayer request today is for freedom from guilt for leaving an abusive work environment. I’ve grappled with grief, guilt and shame. I was told by people to “stick it out “, have thicker skin or that I was somehow letting the perpetrators win by ceasing exposure to an oppressive, destructive environment. When an employee or employees goes/go to their job with the mindset of providing excellence it’s a great thing. However, when others continually conspire against your good work intentions, it causes confusion, demoralizes and demotivates employees. Even though we try to maintain a positive attitude we eventually come to the realization that some negative cultures will not change even with the most sincere effort and prayers to our Heavenly Father in Jesus name. That being said, sometimes we try to make an extra effort to “win” the bosses’ approval. We may dim our light to make others shine brighter and it is inauthentic. My prayer request today is for the Lord in Jesus name to make people see the error of their ways. I pray for the perpetrators souls but at some point I pray that the Lord will make Himself known to Them and that they are able to Self reflect and take accountability and KNKw without a doubt that there is a GOD who sees all of us. I must also take accountability for the reasons that I accepted unacceptable behavior in the workplace or from anyone for so long. I guess I saw the job as my resource instead of fixing my eyes in THE SOURCE which is Jesus Christ. I thought thet qccepring wise to maintain financial stability was the only choice that I had. Boy was I wrong . Also Why I have let guilt and fear dictate my decision to say in a place where I was clearly unwelcome and being heavily mistreated. I was being tolerated and was a “bother” to those people.
