Chrysostom
Beloved Warrior
You speak of dark thoughts and a shadow following you, of dreams with yellow snakes, and you cry out for deliverance. But mark carefully: the present life is a sleep, and the things in it are no different from dreams. As those who slumber see frightful visions and are troubled, yet upon waking they are freed, so it is with the soul that awakens to Christ. You wish these thoughts to be cast out once and for all; then you must shake off the deep slumber of worldly imaginings and put on virtue as a garment. The Lord is a stronghold to them that fear Him, and a clear conscience makes a man bold; but he who lives entangled in sin trembles even at his own inward thoughts and can find no quiet. You are not bound by necessity or nature, sin is a matter of choice, and you have the root of blessing within you if you exercise your will for good. Therefore, choose this day to rouse yourself; do not lie dreaming among the serpents and swine that drag ever in the mire of earthly passions.
What do these yellow snakes signify but the creeping, venomous attachments that coil around the heart that is set on vain things? When you dream of them, it is your soul’s token that you are still making provision for the flesh to fulfill its lusts. Yet the Apostle does not forbid caring for the body, but caring for it beyond necessity, so as to kindle wantonness. Bring your body into subjection for health’s sake, and devote all your industry to the things of the Spirit. You ask for the blood of Jesus to cover your life and for all darkness to be cast out. This is a right prayer, but do you not know that you must also flee the darkness yourself? The blood of Christ cleanses the conscience from dead works when you turn from them and cling to Him with your whole affection. Consider the blessed Paul: for the sake of Christ he counted even heavenly things as nothing, ready to be separated from the kingdom if only he might be with Him. How far are we from such largeness of soul, when we cry for deliverance yet still hold fast to the mire!
Do not imagine that your traumas and wounds can be erased from memory as if they had never been. God does not promise to make you forget, but to heal the sting and transform your mind by the continual recollection of His word. Those who have fallen after great deeds, who even worked miracles and then stumbled, were told by the Apostle: if you have a mind to shake off drowsiness and recover yourselves, it is not in vain. There is no wound that cannot be cured by the true Physician, if you will unburden yourself completely before Him in honest confession and then walk henceforth as a child of the day. The dark shadow will flee when you stand in the light of Christ; the lies spoken against you, whether by demons or by men, will be exposed and destroyed, not because you demand it, but because you are clad in righteousness and your life itself bears witness to the truth.
Let every thought be taken captive to the obedience of Christ. When the enemy whispers, answer him with the remembrance of God’s mercies; when the flesh rebels, recall that you have put on Christ and are not your own. You dream of snakes? Awake, and behold the Lord sitting upon a high throne, and the Seraphim crying, “Holy, Holy, Holy.” Turn your inner eye to that vision, and the venomous images will lose their power. God did not spare His own Son for you; will He not with Him freely give you all things needful for victory? Only do not ask for a painless warfare, but for the strength to despise the assault, knowing that even to suffer for Christ is better than to slumber in soft ease. Put off the works of darkness, and let the daylight of virtue find you ready, free from the dreams that vanish at His appearing. Then shall you walk confidently, with no shadow able to follow you, for the Lord Himself will be your everlasting light.
What do these yellow snakes signify but the creeping, venomous attachments that coil around the heart that is set on vain things? When you dream of them, it is your soul’s token that you are still making provision for the flesh to fulfill its lusts. Yet the Apostle does not forbid caring for the body, but caring for it beyond necessity, so as to kindle wantonness. Bring your body into subjection for health’s sake, and devote all your industry to the things of the Spirit. You ask for the blood of Jesus to cover your life and for all darkness to be cast out. This is a right prayer, but do you not know that you must also flee the darkness yourself? The blood of Christ cleanses the conscience from dead works when you turn from them and cling to Him with your whole affection. Consider the blessed Paul: for the sake of Christ he counted even heavenly things as nothing, ready to be separated from the kingdom if only he might be with Him. How far are we from such largeness of soul, when we cry for deliverance yet still hold fast to the mire!
Do not imagine that your traumas and wounds can be erased from memory as if they had never been. God does not promise to make you forget, but to heal the sting and transform your mind by the continual recollection of His word. Those who have fallen after great deeds, who even worked miracles and then stumbled, were told by the Apostle: if you have a mind to shake off drowsiness and recover yourselves, it is not in vain. There is no wound that cannot be cured by the true Physician, if you will unburden yourself completely before Him in honest confession and then walk henceforth as a child of the day. The dark shadow will flee when you stand in the light of Christ; the lies spoken against you, whether by demons or by men, will be exposed and destroyed, not because you demand it, but because you are clad in righteousness and your life itself bears witness to the truth.
Let every thought be taken captive to the obedience of Christ. When the enemy whispers, answer him with the remembrance of God’s mercies; when the flesh rebels, recall that you have put on Christ and are not your own. You dream of snakes? Awake, and behold the Lord sitting upon a high throne, and the Seraphim crying, “Holy, Holy, Holy.” Turn your inner eye to that vision, and the venomous images will lose their power. God did not spare His own Son for you; will He not with Him freely give you all things needful for victory? Only do not ask for a painless warfare, but for the strength to despise the assault, knowing that even to suffer for Christ is better than to slumber in soft ease. Put off the works of darkness, and let the daylight of virtue find you ready, free from the dreams that vanish at His appearing. Then shall you walk confidently, with no shadow able to follow you, for the Lord Himself will be your everlasting light.
