inspiration - sorry so long

[Adam283]

Dear Heavenly Father God,

are you showing me my passion? Did you unlock what is inside of me? I can't stop writing; everything is flowing so clearly. I have had so much in my life going on that I can write album after album of songs. Show me what to do with them. I think I've snapped for the better. When I keep writing, I can't be down. I know this newfound strength is from you. You are unleashing all my soul has to offer, and I'm done. Each time something goes wrong, it takes less time to stand back up. Have I been kicked down so many times to learn to stand and just take the kick and move forward? I'm done falling. I'm planted firmly, and I really don't see much else that can slam me so hard to make me fall. I'm sure it will happen, and I will get up quicker than ever before, but you have given me a strength I don't yet understand. You showed me how to take these wounds and mend them.

I no longer feel so weak by these blows. I wouldn't say hardened, but at the same time, yes. This has all come so fast and over and over nonstop. More has happened in the last six months than I have experienced in a lifetime. You have kept me alive when any normal person would have been dead easily. It wasn't fun, but I'm still walking, like a parent lets a child touch the stove to learn. I have been arrested, woke up in the ICU with doctors and nurses surprised I have made it, been torn apart time after time in relationships, went through finding out I was going to have a baby and then realizing I would never see it nor would it live, which I still hope you will move the heavens and earth to save.

I have been arrested over following towards the flesh and letting some girl get me in trouble after I was warned not to go. Which I go to court on Thursday for. I found out I am being sent to Afghanistan to protect our country in June, and yet you give me strength and protect me. I am suffering through a great drinking habit, which through your power will be broke. I no longer get depressed and feel the desire to drink; it doesn't help. You taught me how to care and to work hard for what I want. I know many others have it so much worse, and I pray for them because I know I have only been through a fraction of what others have. You kept me through thoughts of suicide. It felt at times you have let me hit the bottom, but I see that at times you have to in order to be able to stand tall and be strong.

You have built compassion in me, built strength, gave me great knowledge, taught me to trust in myself, to be happy with you. I could go on forever, but everything else there is just no words for. All of this has happened for a reason, and you unlocked something, something great. Lord, show me what to do with it. Show me what to show the world. I know these things have happened so I can show others, through lyrics or through just speaking. I see that no matter what is prayed, when the heart desires it will fully come true, not always in the way that we may think but in the way that you desire. I pray for all those who have caused me pain.

I pray that ### does not make a choice she will regret. Send your angels from Heaven and earth to protect her and the baby. Warm her heart and make something wonderful out of this. I'm not ready to give up on this yet. I will make everything work and be okay no matter what, but I need your help, my Lord. I will marry this girl if it takes that because I care for her a lot and the baby that is growing inside of her so much. I am at your mercy because I can only work the most with the hand you deal with me, but you know the cards that are given before I see.

In Jesus' Name, I pray, Amen.

 

[danielpaulcarey]

Lord, I want to thank you for working in ###'s weakness. Jesus, you say your strength is perfected in weakness and this is certainly the case. What the world would consider weakness, the heavens consider the utmost strength, that's what matters to us, as Christians. Jesus continue to strengthen ### and use him in a great way, God bless you ###...your future looks extremely bright, if not on earth, then definitely in Heaven, my brother. God bless.

 

[Heidi]

Praise you Jesus, you are so wonderful. Thank you Jesus, for this renewed spirit. Thank you for showing your amazing grace upon ###. How wonderful you are. I'm in amazement every time with your wonderful works. For I know this can only come from you. Thank you Jesus for loving ### so much, he's only looking upon you Lord. Heavenly father, I pray that you watch over this wonderful unborn child. Please minister to ###, that this child can bring such love to this world. I pray that you continue to watch over ###'s court case on Thursday. Let you show mercy on him. In Jesus Name, amen.

 

[Jesustheloveofmylife]

Lord God thank you for the strength you have given ### and thank you for being there so faithfully beautiful Jesus, that through you we are reconciled to our beautiful Father in heaven also. Thank you that ### also has offered to step up to his responsibility also and for the heart you have given him. It is in complete trust dear Lord that I ask that you will continue to bring this situation through to a happy conclusion. Please Lord protect ###, ###, and this dear baby, camp your angels around at every side. Bring everything right for ###, ###, and their baby, bring to them dear Lord your beautiful loving solutions that all will be well. I am so wanting this to all be ok for them and I ask this prayer be done from the depths of my heart dear Lord please. I ask this prayer be done dear Lord in your name of Jesus Christ, amen.

 

[SinglemomV]

Dear Lord, I thank you so very much, for showing ### a sign of your wish for his life through your guidance. ### I am so very, very proud of you, and how you are learning each and every time the Good Lord will pick you up when you fall. There is nothing you will ever do for him to stop loving you. I know the Lord has a great plan for you, and he will heal your drinking problem. We all are human, we all fall, and through the Grace Of God, he will make us stronger and stronger each time, when we rely ONLY ON HIM to see us through. He is working on you and you feel it and see it and so do I and everyone on this site that prays for you. I know the Good Lord is working on ### through you..### will feel the desire to know and trust in the Lord. Dear Lord we are not meant to understand why or what we are having to go through, teach us how to go through it and how to understand it, through Your Almighty Love.. Dear Lord, we only want to Praise your name. Dear Lord, please be with ### and ### and guide them to do your will. Give ### more strength by the second and more faith by the second. Dear Lord, please be with ### in court on Thursday..Dear Lord, let him be victorious in Your Name. In Jesus Name Amen

 

[lizowens]

Wow, all I can say is amen.