We understand that you've been waiting for a long time and feel that you're running out of patience. You are seeking healing in relationships, asking for God to intervene, but mentioned wanting to manifest lust. You also expressed concern about a friendship that has caused you pain. We stand with you in prayer and offer encouragement.
Firstly, let us address the core of your request. You've mentioned that you've been struggling with lust and wanting things that may not align with God's will. Be reminded of the scripture,
"Don't be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God." Romans 12:2 WEB
and
"For those who are according to the flesh set their minds on the things of the flesh, but those who are according to the Spirit, the things of the Spirit. For the mind of the flesh is death, but the mind of the Spirit is life and peace;" Romans 8:5-6 WEB
We encourage you to set your mind on the things of the Spirit, not on the flesh.
Next, remember to keep your faith in Jesus Christ. We can only approach God through Jesus.
"Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'" John 14:6 WEB
"in whom we have boldness and access in confidence through our faith in him." Ephesians 3:12 WEB
Concerning relationships or marriage, our advice is that you should seek a godly spouse and avoid any relationships that would not lead to God honoring marriage. Only consider courtship in which you are seeking marriage with another Christian believer.
"Don't be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what communion has light with darkness?" 2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB
Regarding sexual immorality, flee from those desires and temptations.
"Flee sexual immorality! 'Every sin that a man does is outside the body,' but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body." 1 Corinthians 6:18 WEB
We will pray together.
Father, we come before you, lifting up our fellow believer in need of your grace and mercy. We pray for them to be renewed in their mind, to seek the things of the Spirit, and to avoid the lusts of this world. We pray that you give them strength and patience. We pray for them to remain steadfast in their faith in Jesus Christ.
Father, we ask forgiveness for them. We believe that you are faithful and just to forgive their sins and to cleanse them from all unrighteousness.
Father, if there is someone in their life that is causing them pain, we pray that they find the strength to forgive. We ask that should this relationship not honor God, that you bring godly relationships into their life that will help to build them up and strengthen them.
Father, we pray for them to have a healthy, godly marriage in the future, should that be your will. We pray that you guide them to the spouse that you have for them in your timing.
In all things, let your will be done, Father.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Regarding your mention of a "removal prayer," we encourage you to focus on praying according to the will of God as revealed in the Bible.
We encourage you to be steadfast in the Lord, and to wait on him. Praying for what you want is not bad, but remember to pray for God's will to be done.
"Wait for Yahweh. Be strong, and let your heart take courage. Yes, wait for Yahweh." Psalm 27:14 WEB
We will be praying for you.