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Connie S
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Prayer warriors I am in need of prayer today. I have not been speaking of the bad side of things I am trying to leave it all in Gods hands.But I need our Fathers help. Justin has been at my apt for over a week now. He is destroying it.This is due to drugs & to be honest a little laziness is in there to. I have worked my self to death trying to work & keep things cleaned up & in order. BC of Justin & Mama. I have enough trouble out of her. He is saying he is moving in this weekend,he does not have his rent so he will have to move. I told him the other day we had to talk before that would ever happen. I want my husband back but not him using me for a crutch anymore. I cannot & will not have the needles & drugs in my house this is a serious problem with him. He was doing much better & then someone began to have him get Meth for them (this is a drug he has not been doing) he started using it earlier this week. Oh my God it is awful just watching someone on it. I do not beleive he will yield to the boundaries that I will set for my life now. The nights he was using he would not allow me to sleep, he just kept waking me up for several nights.I got off from work Wed. & he was on his way to jail & my car was towed in. It cost me $100.00 just to get my car out. The bondsman is holding me responsible for the money owed to him. Somehow, someway he always cost me money that I don't have. I do not want to go through the same old stuff with him again. I pray the Lord handles his heart. Without God it is never going to change. Lack of sleep & rest.continually cleaning, drugs/alcohol, needles, the disrespect, all of it or any of it is too much on me.
I thought seriously about leaving him in jail. I choice to get him out bc his Landlord would have sold his things & I can't keep 2 adult pits & 2 puppies. That was something I have already told him that the female can stay with me but I can't work & handle the lil' pups.I wonder if I did the right thing????!!!!!
Father in Jesus name put order , stability, & peace in my life, I need these things Lord.
I thought seriously about leaving him in jail. I choice to get him out bc his Landlord would have sold his things & I can't keep 2 adult pits & 2 puppies. That was something I have already told him that the female can stay with me but I can't work & handle the lil' pups.I wonder if I did the right thing????!!!!!
Father in Jesus name put order , stability, & peace in my life, I need these things Lord.