In 2012 I had cancer and I never thought ...

[mombenson]

In 2012 I had cancer and I never thought I would die from it I always knew I would recover and I did I am cancer free as of december 21 2012. The doctors though gave me too much radiation that has made it impossible for me to work. I have a radiation ulcer in my colon, my vagina is fused shut, my urethra fuses shut frequently, and when I pee it feels like I am peeing hot lava. I have thought that maybe this is a blessing because I have always wanted to be a stay at home mom and if I have to live with pain to do that then it must be God's will. The thing is I have been praying for financial help because I haven't worked since July and I have had no money. This is the second time I have had no money because of medical reasons. In 2012 I only worked 6 months because of the cancer and I seem to have been able to feed my child and pay the bills (I am a single parent) I attributed that to god. This time it is different I have been praying for financial help but all I hear is silence and yesterday I got a letter from my apartment complex saying I have to give them $2.000 by monday morning at 11:00 am or my daughter and I are on the street. I have no money and any attempt I have made to get money has been thrawted. I have tried to get money out of my 401k and they keep losing the paperwork, there is a special fund at work that is supposed to help and that has failed, my family and friends helped all they could while I had cancer and no charity can help with my illness. So right now I am having a problem believing god isn't using my life a big joke for those in heaven and I don't believe he will help me or maybe he doesn't exist at all. I guess I want a financial miracle that I don't have to work so hard to get when I am also working hard to get well, I am tired of waiting on God when I am not sure he even exists anymore but I want so much to believe he does. This I think will be my last effort because my heart, body, and soul are in so much pain that I can't believe anymore without seeing.

 

[Articles]

Our God of peace, you have taught us that in returning and rest we shall be saved, in quietness and in confidence shall be our strength: By the might of your Spirit answer this request, we pray of you, so we may be still and know that you are God; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

 

[suja]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Ed17]

Heavenly Father we pray for the health and well being for her. Please bless her financially and remove all pain from her body. Please bless her so she understands how much you love her. We pray to you in The Name of The Liord Jesus Christ. Amen

 

[sharonjoan]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[HopelessOne7]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Stanley]

JESUS has revealed to us, the Power of Agreement as in Matthew 18:19 -20

 

[Don]

Hebrews 4:16

Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need.

Psa 34:17 The righteous cry, and the LORD heareth, and delivereth them out of all their troubles.

My wife MerciMe and I am praying now in Jesus name for your request.

 

[JJNortyperson]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[mombenson]

I just wanted to update you on my progress.   I went to social services to get help because all of the charitable organizations in the area are closed and was told that I don't have a large enough income for them to help me after telling me for months that my income was too large for them to help me on a month to month basis.  I still don't see God.