i'm sitting here crying, debating to go pawn my whole house because i'm financially broken. yes, some of this is because of my bad life choices. i'm broken and lost. trying to find God again and ask for help to get through this. I have jumped to start my own business during a pandemic. i'm a single mom and living far away from family, i've never felt more alone. broken and used by men and yet still here loving others and trying to love myself, i just don't know which way to go. I pray for guidance and money issues to be lifted as this issue i'm having is really breaking me. the devil feels like he's sitting on my back. i've survived covid but now it feels like money is what gets the best of me. it's this what life is about nowadays? why do good people suffer? i pray God to help make my vision clear and help me help others.
