I'm really sorry to hear that you're going through

[hammy1]

Please remember you are not alone. Give control of your life and situation to Him. I can't imagine how difficult it is for you but you have people praying for you. Please remember not to give up. Your life can turn around with Him in control.

 

[michelle]

I hear from a few people who are seriously questioning why God would want them to remain here on earth one more day. And for each person that contacts me, I wonder how many others are suffering silently. What good could possibly come of constant pain? How can He expect us to continue to endure a future that seems to hold nothing but disappointments, sorrow, and physical pain? We search for an answer: Why is God allowing this to happen and why shouldn't those with chronic illness just end it all and experience heaven a bit early?

"What is real faith in God but continuing to believe in the face of everything in life gone wrong? What is true belief and trust in Christ, but trusting Him and believing His Word even when nothing has worked out? It is easy to believe in Him when things are going well, but under such circumstances it is hard to see if the faith is real."

You are simply being tempted, as was Jesus. "While we may feel separated from [God], it is just that: a feeling. A persistent perception of desolation does not mean he has deserted us. But it can feel that way, and intensely so," Jesus spent forty days in the desert where He was led by the Spirit, into the desert to be tempted by the devil. [Matthew 4:1; Luke 4:2 emphasizes that he was tempted all forty days.]

 

[daisymay27]

Job lost everything in his life, and in his constant pain and struggle, he still trusted in God. Go to God, and rest in the wings of let him carry your burdens as his arms are stronger than anything you can imagine. I too have lost my daughter, two husbands and now the man who I love more than I've ever humanly loved anyone before has been moved across the ocean for a year. I struggle with why God has done this to me, my first husband became alcoholic, my second left us for another woman after he lost 200lbs. God took all these things away from me in order to make me grow, I pray for you dear child that the restoration of you body and soul come swiftly and that God's love and light will shine through you. Please know you are never, ever alone and that God has an amazing plan for you..be still with him, be in his timing and spread Joy through the world. You are loved, and I will pray for you every day. Wait and watch what amazing miracles God has in place for you dear child, you will see the righteousness of Heaven flow over you.

Praise be to God!