alexmarie
Disciple of Prayer
Released from jail yesterday sober now needing strength to continue on. It's been 3 months since my nana has passed away and my heart is aching. I miss her face, her soul, her. I didn't get a chance to say goodbye and tell her how much she means to me and how I appreciate all she's done for me. The pain within my heart is so much. Using drugs is how I dealt with my feelings in the past. I don't want to deal with my feelings through the evil ways. I know I don't want that life. I want to have faith in you, Father God. I ask you to remove the evil, negative ways from my heart and my life and replace them with whatever it may be so I can do whatever it is that you've put me here for. I ask for guidance, strength, faith, comfort. Amen.
