Jenny5309
Prayer Warrior
I have to confess. I was a man rapist (lust of the flesh, pride of life, greedy, idolator, etc., licentious). I flirted (man whore) looking for love and worldly pleasures. I am not a victim, I am a perpetrator. It was pride—doing my own thing. I don't know what to do..I was a selfish, greedy person that used others for sex. God have mercy on me. Even a friend of mine said I was a liar. She was right..I burned with shame, literally, it caused me to have seizures. I turned my back on God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It doesn't get any worse than that..after I was a baptized young girl. The devil comes as an angel of light and I bit the apple and I'm going to hell and it is dark!!!! ((((( a fornicator, adulterer, liar, drugs, pride? Looking down on others as less than me and objects of desire. I am not a victim, I am a perpetrator. Others were blamed, but it was my fault. By their fruits you will know them!!!! Can a sinner repent after walking into bars, parties? Etc. I should have died right after my baptism. It is all my fault!!!! I am lost.
