please forgive my sins and shame I have put on myself and my family. Please pray for my family/old neighbors/relations. like everyone I am a sinner. Enormous. I was looking for love in many faces. I ended up pregnant, father did not want to marry me, slept with an older married man (looking for a father figure/someone to accept me) who divorced his wife and forced her to abort to be with me! ;-((((( We were "married" for 2 weeks. I ended up in a psyche ward & suicidal, after that I didn't care what happened. I got involved in an incestuous relationship from my depression which I ran away from (again). I am so sorry for those I have hurt - family, innocent Christians & myself. I wanted to be a mother and wife and ended up a mess who played with sex because I had no self worth. I wear a scarlet letter and shame. Jesus loves everyone, even whores. This sin consumed my family,neighbors and others. May God in this year of Divine Mercy have mercy and restore a portion of forgiveness/reconciliation. Lord have mercy is my daily, minute by minute plea. Lord have mercy. I am nothing but shame. I am and have nothing. Wasted/hurtful years. I am so sorry, if, as if, that can undo any of the harm. Some of those I have hurt have died. Others are long gone. I cover and hang my head as I should. I am one thing - No good.