Lord God Almighty, YES HE IS ALIVE!!!!He loves you so much and is waiting for you to give your life over to him...Many glorious things will happen to you...Even in the bad times, he is there holding you..I know I have witnessed this Love and it is a far greater Love that I could have imagined. Even in the midst of constant turmoil, he never, never falters..He will Never ever forsake you..An Example and What I live for daily is my sweet little boy Austin, 9years old now..Let me tell you this miracle, and my PROOF that the Good Lord does exist, no doubts whatsoever do I have..My then, husband was on drugs, he just tried to commit suicide, I saved him. I had some female issues, and was put on shots to put me into pre-menopause, for 6 months,to stop my periods which ended in September, but was told the medicine would stay in my body for a month afterwards..I then, had scheduled a hysterectomy for November 5th..I had a dream that I was pregnant on October 29th..1 week before surgery....How could this be, I questioned everyone???I was 35 years old..I immediately went and got a pregnancy test and sure enough I was..If God had not came to me in this dream, Austin would not be here today..They would have went forward with the surgery, as medically this had never happened before to any other woman on this type of treatment before in this office. This made me high risk, so I had to have many tests to see if he would be ok..With them sticking a needle twice in my stomach to draw my fluid. Right after this test, I started having complications...Bleeding, etc..I was under so much stress with my then husband, on drugs and trying to keep all the stress from my other son Jordan..I was put on bed rest, but convinced them to let me work part-time, as I then sat in front of a computer, and there again my then husband, was of course not working and I had to take care of Jordan. To make a long story short..I began to give birth to the after birth at 29 weeks and was rushed by ambulance to hospital. They tried to keep me from giving birth to Austin as his lungs and many other things were not developed. The very last thing I remember, was my then husband, coming into the hospital wanting the ATM card, this of course upset me,and then my blood pressure bottomed out and the bed they turned completely up side down to still try to keep him in..I do remember fighting them while they were trying to put me to sleep to get him, he was in danger, as I was too. I woke up at was told he was on life-support, and he stayed on life-support for 5 days..I needed a complete blood transfusion...Can you imagine the despair! I went home and looked at myself in the mirror and said to God....I thought you have forgot me and my baby. He immediately answered that thought with No, my child, you forgot I was with you..Give him to me..I did..Then, after being taken off life support, he slowly started to grow stronger and stronger..I had to leave him in the hospital for 2 months.. My then husband, went to visit him 2 times in 2 months, I went 3 times a day at least..Austin is my miracle..He does have mild C.P.,but no brain bleed, which means he is very very brilliant, and very perceptive...He is very mobile and still has health issues, but I am so very blessed. I say Austin isn't my child, he's God's, he just picked me to help...There are many more examples, I am sure everyone on this site can give you..I am praying for you right now, and I know the Good Lord is speaking to you, because you have came forward wanting to know his word..Dear Lord, please fill Obi's heart with the your knowledge and faith..Send your servant to minister your word, and I pray Lord, they may speak clearly and very understandably about your Unconditional Love.John 3:16 comes to my mind,."For God so loved the world that he gave his only son, so that whosoever believes in him may not be lost, but shall have eternal Life" I am praying you receive your clear vision for his love..All these things I ask in Jesus Name I am Praying Amen