thank God for giving me a blissful life. I am a failure in many counts, I am still in the shadows of uncertainty and shame, for I was a coward, fool, and irresponsible. I feel ready to rest. I ask you to take me back from this beautiful place that you have created for us as I am unfit. I won't take the happiness of anyone away. As I lived by your word, kindly grant me my wish... I am just asking you to shorten my term. I have been asking this for the last 20 years ever since I was 9. If possible, after the dinner tonight, in my sleep on my bed... I will pray, I will finish my work then I will sleep.
God created you. He fearfully and wonderfully made you. You are not unfit, you are not a mistake. God has a plan and purpose for your life and it is for good. Father, I thank you for loving this person, and in Jesus' name, I loose the blood of Jesus on whatever happened when they were 9 years old for that thing to be healed and done away with and for this person to fulfill all your goodness that you have planned and purposed for them to fulfill. Give them the spirit of wisdom and revelation in the knowledge of Christ that their eyes be lightened, that light of the glorious gospel will shine brightly, shattering every lie of the enemy so that they can fulfill your will in life. In Jesus' name. Amen.
