I need prayer and help. I am always sad, ...

[LifeisGolden]

I need prayer and help. I am always sad, depressed, and anxious. A vicious cycle since last Summer when my fiancé called off our wedding and relationship 7 weeks before the day. A few months later my sister was diagnosed with advanced cancer. She is only 38 and me 36. My sister is going through treatment and I am helping with her care as it is just my mom and me. Since my dad has passed. My ex has consistently contacted me and we have attempted to date/be friends but we end up in a vicious cycle of fighting because I want more and he does not right now. He says I did not love him right before and he is afraid to hurt me. Lip service I feel at times because he acts like he wants to be together forever and takes me out and then becomes distant and cuts me off as soon as I get overly emotional about where we stand. I have been admittedly emotional lately. One day easy breezy the next crying and texting him very insecure and demanding to know where we stand, etc. I know he keeps female friends which I know are a distraction. I know as long as he seeks and receives the female support (friendship or now) from others he will not need me for that. I am sick over this. We are not talking right now because I became very jealous and insecure when he went to Missouri to visit his family and told him that he had no right to tell me he loves me and wanted to be with me forever, but yet couldn't even text me when he landed from his flight. Instead he texts his 'friends'. I know because I have access to the bill. It makes me sick that he puts these casual relationships and friendships before me. I know he does because I demand a lot and push him away all the time. He told me he can't handle my neediness anymore. Since when was trying to love someone that says they love you and want you forever needy? It just feels like manipulation. Everyday I check his phone records and FB and my heart sinks because he loves me and cares, but just from a distance and doesn't see the manipulation he allows. It's my fault for allowing this. I need help to let go and let God. I live all alone. I am single, no kids, and 36. My sister is so sick. My mom is going through a divorce. I am sad every day. I have no single friends, no body. I pray but need help. I really love the man I was going to marry and I know he does me, but we need distance and time. To confirm we are not physical. I won't allow it. Help, please pray for me.

 

[Articles]

Lord, we thank you that you for the blessings that you have given us. Help us to honor you in every part of our lives. We place this request at your throne. Please hear and reply according to your perfect will and timing. Grant us the peace to know that you are in control. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Stitcher]

I have prayed for this. In Jesus' name, Amen.

 

[Don]

Remember this today,

Ps 34:18 The LORD is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart; and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit

PS.9:9-10

The LORD also will be a refuge for the oppressed, a refuge in times of trouble.

10 And they that know thy name will put their trust in thee: for thou, LORD (Jesus) hast not forsaken them that seek thee. ### and I are praying now for your request in Jesus name.

 

[leona]

Heavenly Father, I pray for my ### who is going through a lot. You care about all that she is going through. Every thing that affects her. I pray that she will grow in this. That her emotions will become stable. You have given her a Spirit of power, love and self-control. Help her to learn as You have taught me that others do not control our emotions. Let the grace of the Jesus Christ fill her soul so that she walks in the spirit and thinks of each situation according to the truth. Your Word is truth. The truth will set her free from being in emotional turmoil. You said that we will have trouble in this world. You also said to be of good cheer, You have overcome the world.

It hurts to be alone. You know how to comfort us in every situation so that we can have peace and rest in Your love for us. Please fill her with supernatural strength and joy that come from You. Then help her to make the right decision regarding this man who seems to be wavering.

I pray that You will hear the prayers of her family concerning her ###. Heal her from cancer. Provide for every need they have. Glory to Your Name.

 

[Glory to God]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[ahava]

I have prayed this with you and prayed for you in Jesus' name. Lord, hear our prayers. Amen

 

[Abbyamy]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[caldoug]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[hostadmin]

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