Johnyec
Disciple of Prayer
I need help. I went out last night with my wife and daughter, and while we where having a good time, in the inside i am in extreme pain and suffering. Inside i am angry, bitter and want to commit suicide. I am not happy with what life has given ne. I cant handle the pain. I have been abused and tortured under satanic rituals and witchcraft for most of my life. The psin and horror are unberable. We had a comfortable life but last year we had a finnantial calamity and lost all. Now we live day by day. Before that we were at least comfortable with money, but not now. Most of mu chilfhood i was under solitary confinement, now i still feel trapped. Trapped in pain, psychotic fear, sadness, a crappy job, mental issues, and a list of bad desicions that put us in finnsncial trpuble. It is hard to believe in god, as all these things have happened. When i got born again i was hoping for a better time, but the impact of the abuse still takes life off me. I dont know how to cry anymore. I am so drsperate. Help.