Your situation did not take God by surprise. I encourage you to get into the word and find out what being 'in Him' means. You have been blessed with every spiritual blessings in heavenly places in Christ. Contend for the faith. Don't give up. He shed His blood so that you could have life and have it more abundantly. If your prayers aren't working, find out why. If you remember, God spoke LIGHT BE and light was. As believers, He tells us that death and life are in the power of the tongue...and how we speak (and believe) will bear the fruit of those words. Out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks. Also scripture says to 'guard our heart' above all things. You are born again? Victory is yours. Ask Holy Spirit what is going on. He is there to teach, guide, lead, counsel and comfort you. He brings all things to your remembrance.
Father, I pray for the spirit of wisdom and revelation be given to William That his eyes be flooded with LIGHT that he might know what is the hope of Your calling for his life. O send out your LIGHT and your TRUTH, for your word is a lamp unto William's feet and a LIGHT unto his path. Let your word be established in his heart and may the words of his mouth and the meditation of his heart be acceptable in Your sight. In Yeshua's name. Amen!