I Hate My Life

[newbirth1]

Please pray for my soul, I am very unhappy, angry, and confused with God. Every since I can remember I have had so many back to back seasons of distress. As a child I was molested by 2 difrent members of my family. When I later married my husband gave me HIv, and he later died. I hate who Ive become i harbor bitterness,fear, anger, and i have pleaded with god to help me in all areas. I have given offerings on top of my tithes eventhough im struggling because of a work related injury. I have more bills than money and I had a wonderful career. I am stuck I wanted to go back to school for my masters degree and i cant even do that. I hate my life, I have a relationship with the Lord but I do not understand why i cant find peace and happiness. If you me would you hate your life too? I stopped dreaming of my desires coming to pass because its like God isnt answering my prayers. If i didnt know the Lord then I would have took myself out a long time ago, if it were an option. I thought that God loved me and wanted me to experience joy, peace , and happiness, yet all i can remember is horrible things in my life I have experienced. I have trouble dreaming about a future because Im so used to being disappointed, and yet I still pray to God help others, and yearn for him to change, and I know that it takes effort which I give and a little hope and faith. I have prayed, waited, and expected god to do something Im still here with the same issues. Im hurt and dont feel like God cares about what im going through because something would have changed. In other words it feels like im praying and being ignored. I will be 33 next month and I hate the person I am, I am lonely, hurt, and feel like I have been cheated. I hate myself and things are not getting any better. I have lost hope for my life.

 

[Articles]

May God hear your request and grant it according to his will. In Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[broomjoanna]

Praying for you and that you are delievered from this grief and the lies satan has told you about God for saking you. In Jesus Name amen.. You always always always have someone here for you excpecially on prayerrequest.com

 

[kristorrez]

Please know that God loves you and he is so devine he does not think like us....sometimes life is just not fair but remember that this life is just one blink as to what eternity with God is....keep your faith and try not to worry about things you have no control of....you do your best and that is all you can do...I will pray for you and I want God to lift these burdens and feelings of deprssion off of your mind....keep in mind God does not want to see you unhappy. Reach out to somebody and help them....that may make you feel better....try to focus on your present moment and write down things....even if they are little to be thankful for....God Bless you and hang in there!!!!

 

[Charmaine A]

GOD put hardships before you to draw you closer to HIM.You can never be angry to the MASTER!He Love you unconditional my friend!Do you believe JESUS can heal Everything!JESUS will turn your dissapointment in a apointment with HIM.LORD HERE her cry Let the words of her mouth and the meditation of her heart be acceptable in YOUR sight LORD in JESUS MIGHTY NAME!Dont try to take your own life hell is real my sister.DO Mat6v33 I will pray for you!have faith sister!

 

[beny]

stay strong God is with you!

 

[heatherg80]

God hear their prayer. May you help them see how great life is and how beautiful our world is. Once you travel and see beyond your troubles, God can walk with you but you need allow him to follow.

 

[Dee]

Lord hear this plea for peace and contentment. Lord it is within your power and capability to remove sorrow and enrich ones life with strength and enlightenment of the soul. Lord I pray that you carry her to safety where she is protected by her faith and inner beauty. Lord I pray you lift her spirits have mercy on her soul and restore her spirit to love and embrace the beautiful soul that resides within amen

 

[Stephaniej]

Lord, I lift Your daughter up before You. She needs Your help. She needs to know that You are there and that You love her first and foremost. She needs to know that You have her best interest at heart. Father, it's so easy for us to get mad at You and blame You for all things that are going wrong in our lives. Those are the thoughts that the devil puts in our minds. I rebuke those negative thoughts right now in the name of Jesus. Lord, I continue to ask for strength for Your baby. Show her Your unconditional love. GIve her the peace that she is so desiring to have. Bring joy back into her life so that she can concentrate on having a closer relationship and walk with You. All these things I ask in Jesus' name. Amen

 

[The Encourager]

God with all my heart I ask in Jesus’ name please honor this prayer request. Let Your will be done. Let everything work out for the good.

May Jehovah our God through His Son Jesus Christ bless you with the desires of your heart that is the will of God. May God keep you; make His face shine on you and be gracious to you. May He lift up His countenance upon you and give you great peace.

Encourager Linda Flagg, LM, CS

Christian Life Coach & Youth Minister

PS: Let’s pray: God in Jesus’ name please bless and protect every active member of this prayer site. Bless each of them with the desires of their heart that is the will of God for their life. They are a blessing to those of us request prayer. Bless and encourage them Lord Jesus.