I fell, but the prayers brought me through

[Heidi]

Lord, forgive me for being so weak. I was praying when Brian walked in the door, I was calm for a bit. Then just out of nowhere, I just started throwing the enemy darts at Brian. I felt it coming, but Lord, forgive me I wasn't strong enough to stop. I even threw my wedding band at brian.

Lord, Thank you, i felt you intervene. I calmed down, and only started speaking what you were telling me to say. Brian wasn't upset listening to me, he listened, I asked for forgiveness, that I don't want to be that person, and that the enemy is attacking me right now. But I did ask him to remind me when i do start throwing darts. I want Brian to tell me ,, so i know i'm being attacked.

We are now on non speaking terms again. I did tell him, its in Gods hands. Brian still feels he has to go with this divorce.

Lord, I am still fighting for my marriage. I know Brian has to fall, i know he has to fall into the pit, before you will pull him back, and win victory for my marriage. I feel selfish asking for strength Lord. I fill selfish, because i'm upset that the whole family has to be uprooted, just Because Brian is playing with the enemy.

Lord, I have many days, i have to explain things to my kids in a nice way about ther father. Lord, i pray that you protect my children during this time. My daughter already dislikes her dad, she has for years. I pray that she continues to go to church with me,, so that she can forgive her father, as I have. Shes only 18, she says shes only being nice to her dad , so he pays for her college. She called tonite, asked if her dad was home, and decided to go do something else. So she won't have to be home with him. Shes very upset that I recieved my divorce papers this week. Lord, I just lift my whole family up to you.

LOrd, thank you for sending your son to sacrafice, so you can forgive me for my stupid slips, when the enemy attacks, and i know hes attacking, and i give in.

IN Jesus Name,, amen.

 

[danielpaulcarey]

Jesus, I humbly come to you tonight, begging for help for my sister in Christ. Jesus, she is a servant of yours, going through tribulations beyond her ability. Jesus, I would ask you to lift her up, strengthen her, encourage her and show her that this too will pass. Tribulations spring spiritual growth, even though we hurt along the path to growth, we thank you Jesus for all things. We love you Lord, thank you Lord, Amen.

 

[christiangnz]

Dearest Lord Jesus,

We all fall, You have been right next to me when I have fallen. I miss my wife but I am so scared to screw up anymore than I already have. Father, please give our prodigal spouses 'holy amnesia', erase the ungodly words and actions we have committed when we are being attacked. Give us strength, give us courage to stand still and know that You are God and that You are the one in control. Help us to just stand! In Jesus name I pray, amen.

 

[PrayzOn]

Merciful God: I thank you for your grace for this situation. Thank you for your work in Heidi's life. She is hurting so terribly. Keep her foot from falling and your words in her mouth. Comfort her as she comforts her children. Work your beautiful plan for their lives. In jesus name, Amen.

 

[Angeline]

Lord, I pray for Heidi to feel Your love and comfort all around her and to receive guidance concerning her relationship with her husband. May there be a hedge of protection all around her. In Jesus Name. Amen

 

[llewis34x]

Lord I pray that you help Heidi remember that you are there to keep her calm but you are also there to pick her up when she falls! Lord I have been through this very circumstance. You try to be calm and satan overwhelms you because you're weak. Lord I pray that Heidi is finally able to LET GO of it all and put it all in YOUR hands! For until she finally does this, she will be tempted to fall into the old habits and ways of letting satan take over and giving her the will and ability to throw those darts of anger, hatred, resentment, hurt, etc. Lord give Heidi the peace and understanding that once she is truly standing with you and has released it all, she will be able to stand completely strong! And Brian will be amazed at the transformation! Lord I pray so hard for Heidi as I feel her pain as though it is mine.

In Your Holy Name,

Amen

 

[Tasha]

Lord, I lift up Heidi into your arms. Thank you for giving her the wisdom to see how she was moving away from you and the desire to return to her path and your care. Place in her a desire to walk in your arms, and keep her eyes fixed on you...the only true stability in a world of sin. In Jesus name I ask, amen