I feel suicidal.

[usha rani]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

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[Pistyreo]

I’ve been abandoned again. Living with what feels like a painful open wound I’ve had since I can remember .. limping along each days .. silence and prayers going nowhere .. I feel like it’d be a mercy not murder to end my life. I cannot live with this pain. I do not know why God keeps dragging my life out for stab and pain after stabbing and more pain .. I cannot live. Im tired. I just want to slash my wrists again .. beloved child .. more like useless used and nothing. I just want to die. It hurts too bad .. enough is enough. I’m sorry I just *genuinely* can’t anymore .. I don’t think anyone understands what how I’ve lived these years. I wouldn’t wish it on anymore .. enough ..

I prayed for You. I hope you keep going until you see the light at the end of the Tunnel. Amen