I exist in such an ugly existence ...

[broken winged]

I exist in such an ugly existence that patience is a virtue I lack lately. My marriage is hell, my relationships with my children are ugly. Daily bathing in realities that I can NOT change because I can ONLY control what I do. Demeaned and spoken down to by all who should love, trust and respect me. I put in so much effort daily and work hard for each of them only to receive rocks thrown at me daily by all whome I protect. I do not know how I got here but I am. Disregarded and set aside till needed. I despise this darkness and dream daily of a better life to survive this inferno. Knots in my stomach, walking on eggshells, tired without rest because what I do here is never enough. I am treated by my husband as if I know nothing if what I do although they survive because of my discipline and sacrifice no matter how little they think of all that I do. Such ugly words spat out at me as I continue to offer kisses and consolement. Reassurance and safety and a lot of peaceful discussion in an attempt to see reflection. I could understand if I deserved this kind of treatment due to some offense commited against them that I coldly show no remorse and therefore explains this hell yet THIS is NOT the case. EVERY day expecting a change within this norm only to be welcomed by cold darkness and resentments. What is the debt that I owe to deserve all of this from my "family". I am walking the miles to change this yet I see not one step in the direction I am walking to difference. I pray for this darkness to be eliminated from our lives and that our reality be as a I have painted in spirit daily. I am tired of having my emotional state shattered by what I do not understand nor deserve. Am I not the good person I have thought to be Jesus? Please change me if indeed I am the root of this problem. I pray for miracle money to provide for my family and pull pull us out of so much need and lack. I pray to be happy in this place instead of awakening to loathing this place. Please protect my loves and forgive them for they know not what they do. In Jesus Christ name... Amen.

 

[Steven Bobb]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Tan Popatas]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Errayn]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Brother James]

Praying with and for you in Jesus.

We can do everything Jesus did and more! We can speak; sickness leave in Jesus! Be healed by Jesus stripes! I am healed by Jesus stripes! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

You can copy and paste this to pray every day and share...

There is nothing that happens for us that is bad. All things work for our good in Jesus! Look at everything as good!

Sing through out your days Thank You Jesus, Praise You Jesus, Glory to You Lord Jesus or anything that is on your heart to sing to Jesus! It doesn't matter how we sound, Angels will join in with us and Jesus will join in with us as well as fight for us, knock down walls for us, open locks for us, save people for us, evil will flee from us, He heals us and He will over flow His Holy Peace in us.

Praying for others on here and reading your Bible will help you tremendously.

I wanted to commit suicide once, I even came up with a plan. Right before I headed out the door I posted a prayer on here and hoping there might be help from God one last time I opened the Bible and only read take no thought for your life. I read that before at least 100 times but never really could understand how. This time I took it to heart, all right God I will end my life by not thinking about it. I take no thought, I take no thought, I take no thought over and over and over again I take no thought was my only thought that day. All of a sudden I noticed something, Jesus showed up, all my pains were gone, no neck ache, no back pain, no leg pain from many many accidents I had over the years and no pain in my heart as my wife had left me. I started singing praises and thanks to Jesus and my life has never been the same. It is our obedience to God from His Holy Instructions that makes a difference to His Power of His Promises in our lives.

Be a doer of Jesus friend, it really makes a difference! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Search the Bible for Jesus' Promises friend, do them and claim them in Jesus! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Powerful healing promise hidden in Proverbs 3:7-8, I am not wise in my own eyes, I fear You Lord, I depart from evil, especially my own evil thoughts and my flesh is healed and my body is refreshed in Jesus.

Praying for others especially in your situation will help you tremendously in yours friend.

Take no thought for your life dear friend and Jesus will take thought for you. Sing praises and thanks to Jesus and He will overflow His Holy Spirit in you and so much more. He will fight for you and give you the desires of your heart.

Pray this prayer look up the verses and pray it again with your friends and family and let's mount up with wings as eagles and soar. Soar with me.

Let Us Pray: God I ask in Jesus' name, bless me to grow closer to You. I long for a more intimate relationship with You. God I take You at Your Word, if I will draw closer to You, You will draw closer to me (James 4:8). Show me how to draw closer to You. Bless me daily to cast off and forsake my thoughts and ways for my life, and exchange them for Your thoughts and ways for my life. Let me think Your thoughts and dream Your dreams for my life. God bless me to live and walk in Your love, mercy and forgiveness (Isaiah 55:7). I confess, I will take no thought for my life. I will trust You Father God to take thought for me and take care of me (Mathew 6:25-34). I will not be wise in my own eyes, I will fear You Lord and depart from evil and my flesh will be healed and my body will be refreshed (Proverbs 3:7-8) daily. Thank You Jesus for Your Promises! Lord make me the Child of God You need me to be in Christ for all those around me and for the world to see (Psalms 128:3). Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirt Christ Jesus (Zechariah 4:6) this shall happen. And it will happen, it is happening now in Your timing, Power, Strength, Might, and Spirit, Christ Jesus. God all that I have asked of you in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and every faithful prayer warrior on this site. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus, my Savior and Lord for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.

Bless us to sing praises and thanks to You Lord Jesus so You can fill us with the wine of the Spirit in Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[Nisha Jolly]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Cheryl "The Earthly Angel"]

Holy God and loving Father, I consciously place my fears, worries, anxieties, and burdens in your hands. I know that I have so little power to change the outcome of these events and I trust that you will work what is pleasing to you, and best for me, out of these situations. Forgive me for my anxious thoughts and for letting my own worry become an idol that robs you of my full trust. Strengthen and empower me to trust you more by the power and presence of your Spirit. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen

 

[tanu marvar]

Lord God, unite us with Jesus Christ, the risen and living One. Unite us so that our lives are completely submerged in your will through Jesus Christ. Tear us loose from all that tries to bind us to earth. Make us free people who always lift their heads and look up because their redemption is approaching. Almighty God, we trust in you, however difficult the times may be. Remember all peoples, for it is your will to gather them into your kingdom. You, O God, are our refuge and our help. In you we trust until the end. In jesus name i pray Amen.

 

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