tina1
Beloved of All
I don't know what else to do am at the end of the line either God hates me or I am a very big sinner and this is all punishment...my husband lost it about his lungs tonight...he has had a flu that has taken a long time to recover but now I am freaking out that it is relapse or regression related to the interstitial lung disease in that case it's game over Lord between this and what is happening with my dad I feel like taking my own life my ptsd is through the roof and I can't do this anymore on top of it all I have an interview tomorrow and in no shape I guess I am cursed