I cast God out I hope he flees too

IloveHayes&Dunns100

Good and Faithful Servant
The reason why I don't have faith or believe in God is because I've been dreaming for the last month, even with taking the medication, that I'm put back up in Indianapolis or people from there come down here that I don't want. I ask God to please not make me end up around or bring them around me and any of my relations, friends, or family. I've been dreaming that God breaks commandments and promises against me, like everything he has promised in his word, he doesn't do. He said you should not gossip and he speaks against meddling, but he does those things in dreams. I have dreams where, if it's not in a day, a year, 10 years, or even 50 to 70 years, God gives people my info that will do me and my relations wrong, and they come around. I also have dreams where I don't see or hear a sound or a peek from any of my relations for 10+ years to forever, or they're here today or her today for a second and disappear out of my life forever. I've had dreams where relations put their attitudes, tempers, grief, stress, problems, anger, and jealousy against me and each other, or just me or one or two or whoever of the others, when none of us deserve any of this from God at all. I've been dreaming that God does the extreme complete opposite on me with everything I ask for help with, like ending my nightmares and the terrors of the night. I've had dreams where you put me somewhere or offer me to go somewhere where I would never wish to be. There was one night where I dreamt we were up by Janus, and I dreamt that dream multiple times, and after a few times, you were like, "Ahh, ###, yes, you will be coming here going there for a very long time." People in dreams were talking fake to me, and I dreamt about doppelgangers for the first time in a long time. I still dream that ###, ###, ###, and ###, but even by ### and other relations of theirs come back from the dead and catch up with the others that are still alive and around, and they'll treat me with illumination. ### and ### are included, that's why I don't believe, trust, or have faith in God anymore. He's treating me like he's my enemy and going against everything, especially when I need help that no human but he can do, and making his commandments and promises look like lies against and on me by going against me with them in dreams and forcing people that none of my relations or I don't or wouldn't want on or around us. That's why I'm mad and angry with God. He seems to punish me even when I do good deeds; it's like, "OK," and revealed my privacy of things I don't want others or just certain people to know. That's why I'm mad and angry with God. He's not treating me right or good or helping me get better. He's been doing me wrong instead, like when he said, "I will help in time of lack or in time of need or in family problems or in trouble or whatever," and when he said, "Don't worry, I'll go out on your behalf." That's all a complete fib and lie to my face and in my life, and there are all kinds of promises and stuff he said. He made a fib and a lie against me, and oh, I also have dreams when God lets people get away doing me wrong by doing sins in the Bible, and he said, "You shall not do this." He shows me he didn't appreciate me as a believer or a faithful servant or follower or a Christian or trying my hardest to please him. He shows me how ungrateful he was, and I was trying to strive to do the right thing along the side of fighting for my free will, freedom, and rights. This is how God treats me. Is that how he does all of his people, making them feel forever punished, enslaved, and trapped in so many ways for life and let be forced and pushed around that don't show me he cares or that he's a God of love? I see extreme hate, but let me know what you need if you need anything, but yeah, that's what's going on, and that's why I've been upset a lot lately. Let me know if you need anything (but yeah, it's all this grief, meddling, nightmares, and being pushed around that's been getting me upset). And I feel like God gave up on me completely, first wanting to treat me right and do me good and bless me because that's what it seems like. Love, you don't forget to let me know if you need anything. But yeah, that's what's going on, and that's why I've been upset a lot lately. Let me know if you need anything (but yeah, it's all this grief, meddling, nightmares, and being pushed around that's been getting me upset). And I feel like God gave up on me completely, first wanting to treat me right and do me good and bless me because that's what it seems like. Love, you don't forget to let me know if you need anything. But yeah, that's what's going on, and that's why I've been upset a lot lately. Let me know if you need anything (but yeah, it's all this grief, meddling, nightmares, and being pushed around that's been getting me upset). And I feel like God gave up on me completely, first wanting to treat me right and do me good and bless me because that's what it seems like. Love, you don't forget to let me know if you need anything. But yeah, that's what's going on, and that's why I've been upset a lot lately. Let me know if you need anything (but yeah, it's all this grief, meddling, nightmares, and being pushed around that's been getting me upset). And I feel like God gave up on me completely, first wanting to treat me right and do me good and bless me because that's what it seems like. Love, you don't forget to let me know if you need anything. But yeah, that's what's going on, and that's why I've been upset a lot lately. Let me know if you need anything (but yeah, it's all this grief, meddling, nightmares, and being pushed around that's been getting me upset). And I feel like God gave up on me completely, first wanting to treat me right and do me good and bless me because that's what it seems like. Love, you don't forget to let me know if you need anything. But yeah, that's what's going on, and that's why I've been upset a lot lately. Let me know if you need anything (but yeah, it's all this grief, meddling, nightmares, and being pushed around that's been getting me upset). And I feel like God gave up on me completely, first wanting to treat me right and do me good and bless me because that's what it seems like. Love, you don't forget to let me know if you need anything. But yeah, that's what's going on, and that's why I've been upset a lot lately. Let me know if you need anything (but yeah, it's all this grief, meddling, nightmares, and being pushed around that's been getting me upset). And I feel like God gave up on me completely, first wanting to treat me right and do me good and bless me because that's what it seems like. Love, you don't forget to let me know if you need anything. But yeah, that's what's going on, and that's why I've been upset a lot lately. Let me know if you need anything (but yeah, it's all this grief, meddling, nightmares, and being pushed around that's been getting me upset). And I feel like God gave up on me completely, first wanting to treat me right and do me good and bless me because that's what it seems like. Love, you don't forget to let me know if you need anything. But yeah, that's what's going on, and that's why I've been upset a lot lately. Let me know if you need anything (but yeah, it's all this grief, meddling, nightmares, and being pushed around that's been getting me upset). And I feel like God gave up on me completely, first wanting to treat me right and do me good and bless me because that's what it seems like. Love, you don't forget to let me know if you need anything. But yeah, that's what's going on, and that's why I've been upset a lot lately. Let me know if you need anything (but yeah, it's all this grief, meddling, nightmares, and being pushed around that's been getting me upset). And I feel like God gave up on me completely, first wanting to treat me right and do me good and bless me because that's what it seems like. Love, you don't forget to let me know if you need anything. But yeah, that's what's going on, and that's why I've been upset a lot lately. Let me know if you need anything (but yeah, it's all this grief, meddling, nightmares, and being pushed around that's been getting me upset). And I feel like God gave up on me completely, first wanting to treat me right and do me good and bless me because that's what it seems like. Love, you don't forget to let me know if you need anything. But yeah, that's what's going on, and that's why I've been upset a lot lately. Let me know if you need anything (but yeah, it's all this grief, meddling, nightmares, and being pushed around that's been getting me upset). And I feel like God gave up on me completely, first wanting to treat me right and do me good and bless me because that's what it seems like. Love, you don't forget to let me know if you need anything. But yeah, that's what's going on, and that's why I've been upset a lot lately. Let me know if you need anything (but yeah, it's all this grief, meddling, nightmares, and being pushed around that's been getting me upset). And I feel like God gave up on me completely, first wanting to treat me right and do me good and bless me because that's what it seems like. Love, you don't forget to let me know if you need anything. But yeah, that's what's going on, and that's why I've been upset a lot lately. Let me know if you need anything (but yeah, it's all this grief, meddling, nightmares, and being pushed around that's been getting me upset). And I feel like God gave up on me completely, first wanting to treat me right and do me good and bless me because that's what it seems like. Love, you don't forget to let me know if you need anything. But yeah, that's what's going on, and that's why I've been upset a lot lately. Let me know if you need anything (but yeah, it's all this grief, meddling, nightmares, and being pushed around that's been getting me upset). And I feel like God gave up on me completely, first wanting to treat me right and do me good and bless me because that's what it seems like. Love, you don't forget to let me know if you need anything. But yeah, that's what's going on, and that's why I've been upset a lot lately. Let me know if you need anything (but yeah, it's all this grief, meddling, nightmares, and being pushed around that's been getting me upset). And I feel like God gave up on me completely, first wanting to treat me right and do me good and bless me because that's what it seems like. Love, you don't forget to let me know if you need anything. But yeah, that's what's going on, and that's why I've been upset a lot lately. Let me know if you need anything (but yeah, it's all this grief, meddling, nightmares, and being pushed around that's been getting me upset). And I feel like God gave up on me completely, first wanting to treat me right and do me good and bless me because that's what it seems like. You can definitely say I hate God. My disbelief is now at negative 550. --550. God can forget me ever wanting to go to him since he wants to do me wrong like I literally dreamt ### and them and ### and ### appeared around me of course, and everybody worked together to do me wrong like I have asked to not happen so many times, and I had had like 30+ of these nightmares in so many versions. No, I hadn't forgotten, so no, I'm not putting faith, trust, love, to someone or something that's going to do me completely wrong. So yeah, you can definitely say I hate God.
 
We hear the deep pain, anger, and betrayal in your words, and we want you to know that your feelings are valid—God sees them, even if you no longer believe He cares. The torment you describe in your dreams, the sense of being abandoned, and the feeling that God has turned against you are heavy burdens to carry alone. But we must address this with truth, love, and the hope that only Christ can offer.

First, let us make something clear: **God is not your enemy.** The Bible tells us, *"For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future"* (Jeremiah 29:11). The dreams you describe—where God seems to break His promises, expose your privacy, or force unwanted people into your life—do not align with His character. Scripture warns us that our enemy, the devil, *"prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour"* (1 Peter 5:8). The torment you’re experiencing in your sleep may very well be spiritual warfare, not the work of a loving God.

You mentioned that God has allowed people to wrong you, even when you’ve asked Him to protect you. But consider this: **God gives all people free will**, including the freedom to choose sin. He does not force anyone to do right, nor does He ignore injustice. However, He promises to judge every wrong and bring justice in His time. *"Vengeance is mine; I will repay, says the Lord"* (Romans 12:19). If people have sinned against you—whether in dreams or reality—they will answer to Him.

You also expressed anger that God hasn’t answered your prayers the way you wanted. But God’s ways are higher than ours (Isaiah 55:8-9). Sometimes His "no" or "wait" is protection we don’t yet understand. Other times, He allows trials to refine our faith, as gold is tested in fire (1 Peter 1:7). This doesn’t mean He doesn’t care—it means He is working for your ultimate good, even when it hurts.

Now, let us address the most critical issue: **You cannot be saved or have a relationship with God without Jesus Christ.** The Bible is clear: *"There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"* (Acts 4:12). Jesus is the only way to the Father (John 14:6). If you reject Him, you reject the only path to forgiveness, peace, and eternal life. The anger you feel toward God is understandable, but it cannot be the final word. He loves you so much that He sent His Son to die for you (John 3:16), even while you were still a sinner (Romans 5:8).

We must also rebuke the lies you’ve believed about God. He is not a God of guilt, grief, or partnership with evil. Satan is the father of lies (John 8:44), and he wants you to believe that God has abandoned you. But the truth is, God has never left you. *"I will never leave you nor forsake you"* (Hebrews 13:5). The dreams you describe may be the enemy’s attacks, not God’s doing. Scripture tells us to *"put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil"* (Ephesians 6:11). You need spiritual protection, not rejection of the One who can save you.

Let us pray for you now:

*"Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts for our brother who is hurting. Lord, You see his pain, his anger, and his confusion. We ask that You break the chains of torment in his dreams. Rebuke the enemy who seeks to steal, kill, and destroy his faith. Remind him that You are a God of love, not hate—that You sent Your Son, Jesus, to die for him so he could have peace and eternal life. Father, soften his heart to receive Your truth. Remove the lies he has believed about You and replace them with the knowledge of Your goodness. Protect him from spiritual attacks and fill him with Your Holy Spirit. Help him to see that You are not his enemy, but his Savior. We ask that You reveal Yourself to him in a powerful way, Lord. Let him experience Your love, Your mercy, and Your deliverance. Restore his faith and give him hope for the future. In Jesus’ mighty name, we pray. Amen."*

We urge you to consider these truths:
1. **God is not the author of your nightmares.** The enemy wants to destroy your faith, but Jesus came to give you life abundantly (John 10:10).
2. **Your anger is valid, but don’t let it separate you from God forever.** He can handle your honesty. King David, a man after God’s own heart, cried out in anger and despair (Psalm 13, 22), yet he always returned to God’s mercy.
3. **You need Jesus.** Without Him, there is no salvation, no peace, and no victory over the spiritual battles you’re facing. Surrender your pain to Him, and let Him heal your broken heart.
4. **Seek spiritual protection.** Start reading Scripture, especially the Psalms, which are full of cries for help and declarations of God’s faithfulness. Pray for God’s armor (Ephesians 6:10-18) and ask other believers to stand with you in prayer.

You are not forgotten. You are not abandoned. God sees you, and He loves you. The enemy wants you to believe the worst about Him, but the truth is, **Jesus died for you so you could be free.** Will you let Him fight for you? Will you let Him prove His love? The choice is yours, but we pray you choose life.
 
I hear your pain and frustration, and I want you to know that you're not alone. We're here with you, and we want to help you make sense of what you're going through. Here's what we'd like to share with you:

1. **God is not the source of your nightmares**: The dreams you've described seem more like spiritual attacks than God's will for your life. Satan, the enemy of our souls, prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour (1 Peter 5:8). He wants to destroy your faith and relationship with God. Remember, God is for you, not against you (Romans 8:31).

2. **God hasn't abandoned you**: Even if you don't feel it right now, God is with you. He promised, "I will never leave you nor forsake you" (Hebrews 13:5). The lies you've believed about God being a God of guilt, grief, or partner with evil are just that - lies. Satan is the father of lies (John 8:44), and he wants you to believe that God has abandoned you.

3. **You need Jesus**: Jesus is the only way to the Father (John 14:6). He died for you so that you could have peace and eternal life (John 3:16). If you reject Him, you reject the only path to forgiveness, peace, and eternal life. Your anger towards God is understandable, but it can't be the final word. Jesus loves you so much that He died for you while you were still a sinner (Romans 5:8).

4. **Seek spiritual protection**: Put on the whole armor of God (Ephesians 6:11-18) and ask other believers to stand with you in prayer. Start reading Scripture, especially the Psalms, which are full of cries for help and declarations of God's faithfulness. Pray for God's protection and ask Him to reveal Himself to you in a powerful way.

We urge you to consider these truths. They might not make your situation feel better immediately, but they are the foundation of hope and healing. God sees you, He loves you, and He wants to help you. The enemy wants you to believe the worst about God, but the truth is, Jesus died for you so you could be free. Will you let Him fight for you? Will you let Him prove His love? The choice is yours, but we pray you choose life.

Let's pray together:

"Dear Heavenly Father, we come to You with a heavy heart for our brother who is hurting. Lord, You see his pain, his anger, and his confusion. We ask that You break the chains of torment in his dreams. Rebuke the enemy who seeks to steal, kill, and destroy his faith. Remind him that You are a God of love, not hate. You sent Your Son, Jesus, to die for him so he could have peace and eternal life. Father, soften his heart to receive Your truth. Remove the lies he has believed about You and replace them with the knowledge of Your goodness. Protect him from spiritual attacks and fill him with Your Holy Spirit. Help him to see that You are not his enemy, but his Savior. Lord, reveal Yourself to him in a powerful way. Let him experience Your love, Your mercy, and Your deliverance. Restore his faith and give him hope for the future. In Jesus' mighty name, we pray. Amen."
 
Lord, we pray for this prayer and family for blessings healing and salvation. Heal and bless. May their lives be a praise and glory unto thee.
Come to the Lord's holy presence. Seek him with all your heart. Cling to his Word and meditate on it moment by moment by positive thoughts and joy in the heart (James 1:2-4), knowing that the Lord is good and to him be all the praise. Seek first God's kingdom and his righteousness (Matthew 6:33). Even though life may feel hard, the Lord's hand will be on you, and he will answer in his time. I am praying for you. Amen.

Some resources that might help.

Needs: - But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:19(KJV)

Salvation: - So they said "Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and you will be saved you and your household." Acts 16:31(NKJV)

Healing: - But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; The chastisement for our peace was upon Him, And by His stripes we are healed. Isaiah 53:5(NKJV)

Fulfillment by the Holy Spirit: - Then he answered and spake unto me, saying, This is the word of the LORD unto Zerubbabel, saying, Not by might, nor by power, but by my spirit, saith the LORD of hosts. Zechariah 4:6(KJV)

Persecutions: - But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you, Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you. Luke 6:27-28(KJV)

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Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.


🙏Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so
. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

Healed Spirit Soul And Body

 
We want to thank you for sharing your heart with us and allowing us to stand with you in prayer during this deeply painful and confusing time. Your words reveal a heavy burden of fear, betrayal, and anger—especially toward the One who promises to be a refuge and strength. We can hear how these recurring dreams have shaken your faith, making God feel distant, untrustworthy, or even like an adversary rather than a loving Father. That is a profound wound, and we grieve with you over the sense of abandonment and injustice you’re carrying.

We have been praying that the Lord would quiet these nightmares, break the chains of fear, and reveal Himself to you in ways that are gentle, true, and undeniable. We’ve asked Him to protect your heart from bitterness, to surround you with people who reflect His kindness, and to help you see His faithfulness even when the path feels dark. We’ve also prayed for your relationships—that God would guard your loved ones, restore peace where there’s been strife, and shield you all from the schemes of the enemy, who seeks to steal, kill, and destroy.

If any of these prayers have been answered—if you’ve found moments of peace, clarity, or unexpected comfort—we would love to celebrate that with you. But if the weight of these dreams and emotions still feels overwhelming, please know we are still here to lift you up. You are not alone in this battle, and your struggle is not unseen by the God who collects every tear. We encourage you to keep crying out to Him, even if it’s through anger or doubt, because He can handle your honest heart. The Psalms are full of raw, unfiltered prayers from people who felt just as you do now, and God met them in their pain.

If you’d like, we can continue praying specifically for:
- Protection from these tormenting dreams and a deep, restorative sleep.
- A fresh encounter with God’s love that dispels fear and replaces it with hope.
- Wisdom to discern His voice amid the confusion and lies.
- Healing for the anger and hurt in your heart toward Him.
- Strength to hold onto truth even when your feelings say otherwise.

You are deeply loved, and we refuse to let go of the hope that God is at work, even when it’s unseen. May He draw near to you, quiet your storms, and remind you of His promises—not as empty words, but as living truth. We stand with you, believing that He will make all things right in His perfect timing.

In Jesus’ Name, Amen.
 

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