IloveHayes&Dunns100
Good and Faithful Servant
The reason reason why I dont have faith or believe in God is because i been dreaming foor the last month even with taking the med that I get put back up in in Indianapolis or people from there comes down here That I dont want and i ask God to please dont dont make me end back up around or bring them around me and any of my relations friends or family Aws Janus Kelly Creek , Care Giving Providers including staff like Deborah Brown and Damien Cooper and Torin Dillion , or and he also includes weird people and I just littery dream I was in indy again before I just woke up at this boring place where this lady name Rachael Kornowski who use to work in the first company I moved in indy when I moved ther first call Capitol City and I been dreaming that God breaks commandments and and promises against me like everything he he has promise in his word he dont do and he said you should not gossip and he speaks against meddling but he be doing those things in dreams and in have dreams if it's not in a day a year 10 year or even 50 to 70 years God gives people my info that will do me and my relations wrong and they come around and I also been dreaming where I dont see dont here a sound or a peak not from ian Paige non of my relations for 10 + years to forever or they they here today or her today for a second and disappear out of my life forever and I had dreams where relations put there attitudes tempers grief stress and problems and anger and jealousy and every thing againg me and eachother or just me or one or two or whoever of the others when non of us deserve non of this from God AT All I been dreaming that God Does the Extreme Complete opposite on me with everything with everything I ask for help with like ending my nightmares and the terrors of the night and I been have dreams where you put me somewhere or offer me to go somewhere where I would never wish to be there was one night where I dream we were up by Janus and I dream That dreamt multiple times and after a few times you were like ahhh Dennis yes you will be coming here going there for a very long time and Kelly creek and people in dreams was talking fake to me and I dreamt about doppel gangers for the first time in a long time and I still dream that Diana Harden her brother David Harden her mom Sharon Harden and her Dad Elmer Leon Harden but ent by lee and other relations of there comes back from the dead catches up with the others thats still alive and around and ill treat me and with illumination and Amy West and Janet Heinlein Mann are included thats why I dont believe trust have faith in God no more hes treating me like hes my enemy and going against everything especially when I need help that no human but he can do and making his commandments and promises look like lies against and on me by going against me with them in dreams and forcing people that non of my relations or in dont or wouldnt want on or around us that why im mad and anger with God he seems punished me even when I do good deeds it's like ok and revealed my privacy of thing I dont want others or just certain people to know that why im mad and angry with God hes not treating me right or good or helping me get better hes been doing me wrong instead like when he said I will help in time of lack or in time of need or in family proples or in trouble or whatever or and when he said dont worry that he goes our back so far thats all a complete fib and lie to my face and in my life and there all kind of promise and stuff he said he made a fib and a lie agagainst me and oh I also have dreams when God let people get away doing me wrong by doing sins in the Bible and said you shall not do see he show me he did appreciate me as a believer or a faithful servant or follower or a Christian or trying my hardest to please him he show me how ungreatful he was and I was trying to strive to do the right thing along the side of fighting for my free will freedom and rights and this is how God treats me is that how is does all of his people making them feel forever punished enslaved and trap in so many ways fror life and let be force and push around that dont show me he cares or that hes a God of love I see Extreme hate but let me know what you need if you need any thing but yeah thats what going on and that why I been upset alot lately let me know if need any thing ( but yeah it's all this grief meif meddling and nightmare and being push around thats been getting me upset) and I feel like God gave up on me completely first wanting to treat me right and do me good and blessed me because thats what it seem like love you dont forget to let me know if need anything that was yesterday i said all of that to my family and the passweek i seen so call good luck signs a quarter on heads 2 lady bugs17 red birds but turn them into luck of badnew badluck luck of truble and problem or whatever he sho---- but you can now say I hate God he has shown me how much he has and dislikes and unite appreciates me and dont care dont love dont anything because if he didn't think that way then he wouldnt let me and my relations be wrong too or just me even by him 2 he would not for not force things on me 3 he would gossip and snitch on me 4.he would allow me be put in no care giving company 4.he would let me and let my my relations bodies act like there giving up so much 5.but in my eyes he show me he the God of Guilt grief problems troublem evil and all he must of had partner ship with the devil all this time to do me this dirty so I gave up I dont like love care or believe nothing about him not more because yeah pretty much I do hate God and he let me end back in te town city where I use to live before now in dream in care giving company wiithh care giver see he do care i gave up completely on him to God deceive and did me wrong first and still gist giving dreams about ending up around people or people coming around me and my relations that I clearly Iask God to please dont let or force around even people we would never dear ask for weird people see God show his hate first so yeah I do hate God my disbelief is now at negative 550. --550 God can forget me ever wanting to go to him sense he wants to do me wrong like I literally dreamt Diana Harden and them and Amy Janus and Janet Heinlein Mann appeared around me of course and everybody work together to do me wrong like I have ask to not happen so many times and I had hadlike 30+ of these nightmares in so many version no i hadn't forgotten so no im not put faith trust love to someone or something thats going to do me completely wrong so yeah you can definitely say I Hate God
