I cast God away hope he flees too

Anonymous

Beloved of All
The reason why I don't have faith or believe in God is because I've been dreaming for the last month, even with taking the medication, that I get put back up in Indianapolis or people from there come down here that I don't want. I ask God to please not make me end up around or bring them around me and any of my relations, friends, or family. Aws ###, ###, ###, including staff like ###, ###, and ###, or he also includes weird people, and I just literally dream I was in Indianapolis again before I just woke up at this boring place where this lady named ###, who used to work in the first company I moved to in Indianapolis when I moved there for the first time, called ###. I've been dreaming that God breaks commandments and promises against me like everything he has promised in his word he doesn't do. He said you should not gossip, and he speaks against meddling, but he does those things in dreams. I have dreams if it's not in a day, a year, 10 years, or even 50 to 70 years, God gives people my info that will do me and my relations wrong, and they come around. I also have been dreaming where I don't see, hear, or perceive anything from ###, none of my relations for 10+ years to forever, or they hear today or here today for a second and disappear out of my life forever. I had dreams where relations put their attitudes, tempers, grief, stress, problems, anger, and jealousy against me and each other or just me or one or two or whoever of the others when none of us deserve any of this from God at all. I've been dreaming that God does the extreme complete opposite on me with everything with everything I ask for help with, like ending my nightmares and the terrors of the night. I've been having dreams where you put me somewhere or offer me to go somewhere where I would never wish to be. There was one night where I dreamt we were up by ### and I dreamt that dream multiple times, and after a few times, you were like, "###, yes, you will be coming here going there for a very long time," and ### and people in dreams were talking fake to me. I dreamt about doppelgangers for the first time in a long time, and I still dream that ###, ###, ###, ###, ###, ###, ###, and ### are included, that's why I don't believe, trust, or have faith in God anymore. He's treating me like he's my enemy and going against everything, especially when I need help that no human but he can do, and making his commandments and promises look like lies against and on me by going against me with them in dreams and forcing people that none of my relations or I don't or wouldn't want on or around us. That's why I'm mad and angry with God. He seems to punish me even when I do good deeds; it's like, "ok," and revealed my privacy of things I don't want others or just certain people to know. That's why I'm mad and angry with God. He's not treating me right or good or helping me get better. He's been doing me wrong instead, like when he said I will help in time of lack or in time of need or in family problems or in trouble or whatever. And when he said, "don't worry," that he goes our back so far, that's all a complete fib and lie to my face and in my life, and there are all kinds of promises and stuff he said he made a fib and a lie against me, and oh, I also have dreams when God lets people get away doing me wrong by doing sins in the Bible, and said, "you shall not do see," he shows me he did appreciate me as a believer or a faithful servant or follower or a Christian or trying my hardest to please him. He shows me how ungrateful he was, and I was trying to strive to do the right thing along the side of fighting for my free will, freedom, and rights, and this is how God treats me. Is that how he does all of his people, making them feel forever punished, enslaved, and trapped in so many ways for life and let be force and push around that don't show me he cares or that he's a God of love. I see extreme hate, but let me know what you need if you need anything, but yeah, that's what's going on, and that's why I've been upset a lot lately. Let me know if you need anything (but yeah, it's all this grief, meddling, nightmare, and being pushed around that's been getting me upset), and I feel like God gave up on me completely, first wanting to treat me right and do me good and bless me because that's what it seems like. Love, you don't forget to let me know if you need anything, but yeah, that's what's going on. I said all of that to my family, and the past week, I saw so-called good luck signs: a quarter on heads, two ladybugs, 17 red birds, but turned them into luck of bad news, bad luck, luck of trouble, and problem or whatever he showed me, but you can now say I hate God. He has shown me how much he has and dislikes and doesn't appreciate me and doesn't care, doesn't love, doesn't anything because if he didn't think that way, then he wouldn't let me and my relations be wrong too or just me even by him. He would not for not force things on me. He would gossip and snitch on me. He would let me be put in a no-care giving company. He would let me and let my relations' bodies act like they're giving up so much. But in my eyes, he showed me he's the God of guilt, grief, problems, trouble, evil, and all. He must have had a partnership with the devil all this time to do me this dirty, so I gave up. I don't like, love, care, or believe in anything about him anymore because yeah, pretty much, I do hate God, and he let me end back in the town, city where I used to live before now in a dream in a care-giving company with care-giver see, he does care. I gave up completely on him. To God, deceive and did me wrong first and still gist giving dreams about ending up around people or people coming around me and my relations that I clearly asked God to please not let or force around, even people we would never dare ask for weird people. See, God showed his hate first, so yeah, I do hate God. My disbelief is now at negative 550. God can forget me ever wanting to go to him since he wants to do me wrong like I literally dreamt ### and them and ### and ### appeared around me, of course, and everybody worked together to do me wrong like I have asked to not happen so many times, and I had had like 30+ of these nightmares in so many versions. No, I hadn't forgotten, so no, I'm not putting faith, trust, love to someone or something that's going to do me completely wrong, so yeah, you can definitely say I hate God. God can forget anything about me.
 
We hear the depth of your pain, anger, and despair, and we want you to know that your feelings are seen and valid. The torment you describe in your dreams—feeling pursued, betrayed, and abandoned—has left you questioning God’s character, His promises, and even His love for you. We grieve with you over the way these experiences have shaken your faith, and we want to address your struggles with truth, compassion, and the hope found in Scripture.

First, we must acknowledge that the God of the Bible is not a God of confusion, fear, or torment. In fact, Scripture explicitly states the opposite: *"For God is not a God of confusion, but of peace"* (1 Corinthians 14:33 WEB). The dreams you describe—where God is portrayed as breaking His own commandments, gossiping, or forcing unwanted people into your life—do not align with His holy and righteous nature. The enemy of our souls, Satan, is described as *"the father of lies"* (John 8:44 WEB) and *"a murderer from the beginning"* who seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10 WEB). It is possible that what you are experiencing in these dreams is not from God at all, but from the enemy, who delights in distorting God’s character and driving a wedge between you and your Creator.

You feel that God has broken His promises to you, and this has led to deep resentment. But let us remind you of what God’s Word truly says about His nature: *"The Lord is faithful to all his promises, and loving toward all he has made"* (Psalm 145:13 WEB). *"For I know the thoughts that I think toward you," says the Lord, "thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future"* (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB). God does not lie (Numbers 23:19 WEB), and He does not change (Malachi 3:6 WEB). If you feel He has failed you, it is not because He has broken His word, but because the enemy has twisted your perception of Him. The enemy wants you to believe that God is against you, but the truth is that God is *for* you (Romans 8:31 WEB).

You mentioned feeling punished, enslaved, and trapped, even when you’ve tried to do good. But Scripture tells us that *"there is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus"* (Romans 8:1 WEB). If you have placed your faith in Jesus, you are not under God’s wrath—you are under His grace. The enemy wants you to believe that God is a harsh taskmaster, but Jesus said, *"Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest"* (Matthew 11:28 WEB). God’s heart toward you is one of love, not hatred. *"For God so loved the world, that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish, but have eternal life"* (John 3:16 WEB). This love is not based on your performance, but on His grace.

You also expressed anger at God for allowing people to wrong you and for seemingly ignoring your pleas. It is true that we live in a fallen world where sin and suffering exist, and God does not always remove the consequences of sin immediately. But He does promise to be with us in our suffering: *"When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and through the rivers, they will not overflow you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned, and flame will not scorch you"* (Isaiah 43:2 WEB). God does not abandon His children, even when it feels like He has. He is working all things together for your good (Romans 8:28 WEB), even when you cannot see it.

We must also address the fact that you have expressed hatred toward God. Scripture warns us that *"whoever hates his brother is a murderer, and you know that no murderer has eternal life remaining in him"* (1 John 3:15 WEB). Hatred toward God is a serious matter, but it is not unforgivable. The first step toward healing is acknowledging your pain and bringing it to God in honesty. He can handle your anger, your questions, and your doubts. In fact, He invites you to come to Him just as you are: *"Cast all your worries on him, because he cares for you"* (1 Peter 5:7 WEB).

You mentioned that your disbelief is at "negative 550," but we want to remind you that faith is not a feeling—it is a choice to trust in what God has said, even when our emotions tell us otherwise. *"Faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen"* (Hebrews 11:1 WEB). Even when you do not feel God’s presence, He is still there. Even when you do not see His hand at work, He is still moving. And even when you do not understand His ways, He is still good.

We also want to gently address the fact that you have not mentioned Jesus Christ in your request. This is concerning because it is only through Jesus that we have access to God. *"Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me'"* (John 14:6 WEB). If you have not placed your faith in Jesus as your Lord and Savior, we urge you to consider doing so. Salvation is found in no one else: *"There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"* (Acts 4:12 WEB). If you have already placed your faith in Jesus, we encourage you to cling to Him, even in your doubt. He is the author and perfecter of your faith (Hebrews 12:2 WEB), and He will not let you go.

Now, let us pray for you:

Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up our brother who is struggling with deep pain, anger, and despair. Lord, we ask that You would break the chains of torment that have bound him in his dreams. We rebuke the enemy, who has sought to distort Your character and drive a wedge between You and Your child. We declare that You are a God of truth, love, and faithfulness, and we ask that You would reveal Yourself to him in a powerful way.

Father, we pray that You would heal the wounds in his heart caused by these dreams and the lies he has believed about You. We ask that You would replace his feelings of hatred and betrayal with Your peace and truth. Remind him of Your promises—that You are for him, not against him, and that You will never leave him nor forsake him (Hebrews 13:5 WEB).

Lord, we ask that You would protect his mind from the enemy’s attacks. Give him restful sleep, free from nightmares and torment. Surround him with Your angels to guard and protect him (Psalm 91:11 WEB). We pray that You would bring people into his life who can speak truth and encouragement to him, and that You would restore his faith in You.

Father, we also ask that You would draw him closer to Jesus. If he has not yet placed his faith in Christ, we pray that You would open his heart to receive the gift of salvation. If he has already placed his faith in You, we ask that You would renew his trust in You, even in the midst of his doubts. Help him to see You as You truly are—a God of love, mercy, and grace.

We thank You, Lord, that You are a God who hears our prayers and cares deeply for Your children. We trust that You are at work in this situation, even when we cannot see it. We ask all of this in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.

In closing, we want to encourage you to hold on to hope. The enemy wants you to believe that God has abandoned you, but the truth is that God is closer than you think. *"The Lord is near to the brokenhearted, and saves those who are crushed in spirit"* (Psalm 34:18 WEB). We urge you to bring your pain, your anger, and your questions to God. He can handle them. And if you are willing, we encourage you to seek out a trusted Christian counselor or pastor who can walk with you through this season of doubt and pain.

You are not alone, and you are not forgotten. God sees you, He loves you, and He is working for your good, even when it doesn’t feel like it. Cling to Him, and let Him carry you through this storm.
 
I understand that you're feeling overwhelmed and confused right now, and it's okay to feel that way. It's important to remember that God is a God of truth, love, and faithfulness, and the dreams you've been having don't align with His holy and righteous nature. The enemy of our souls, Satan, is described as the father of lies and a murderer from the beginning. It's possible that what you're experiencing in these dreams is not from God at all, but from the enemy who seeks to distort God's character and drive a wedge between you and your Creator.

I want you to know that your feelings of pain, anger, and despair are valid, and it's okay to feel that way. God is not a God of confusion, but of peace. He does not want you to feel punished, enslaved, or trapped, even when you've tried to do good. The dreams you've been having, where God is portrayed as breaking His own commandments, gossiping, or forcing unwanted people into your life, do not align with His holy and nature.

I want to remind you of what God's Word truly says about His nature: "The Lord is faithful to all His promises, and loving toward all He has made" (Psalm 145:13). "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future" (Jeremiah 29:11). God does not lie, and He does not change. If you feel He has failed you, it is not because He has broken His word, but because the enemy has twisted your perception of Him.

The enemy wants you to believe that God is against you, but the truth is that God is for you (Romans 8:31). You are not under God's wrath; you are under His grace. Jesus said, "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest" (Matthew 11:28). God's heart toward you is one of love, not hatred. This love is not based on your performance, but on His grace.

It's true that we live in a fallen world where sin and suffering exist, and God does not always remove the consequences of sin immediately. But He does promise to be with us in our suffering: "When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and through the rivers, they will not overflow you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned, and flame will not scorch you" (Isaiah 43:2). God does not abandon His children, even when it feels like He has. He is working all things together for your good, even when you cannot see it.

I want to gently address the fact that you have not mentioned Jesus Christ in your request. It is only through Jesus that we have access to God. If you have not placed your faith in Jesus as your Lord and Savior, we urge you to consider doing so. Salvation is found in no one else: "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved" (Acts 4:12). If you have already placed your faith in Jesus, we encourage you to cling to Him, even in your doubt. He is the author and perfecter of your faith, and He will not let you go.

Now, let's pray for you:

Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up our brother who is struggling with deep pain, anger, and despair. Lord, we ask that You would break the chains of torment that have bound him in his dreams. We rebuke the enemy, who has sought to distort Your character and drive a wedge between You and Your child. We declare that You are a God of truth, love, and faithfulness, and we ask that You would reveal Yourself to him in a powerful way.

Father, we pray that You would heal the wounds in his heart caused by these dreams and the lies he has believed about You. We ask that You would replace his feelings of hatred and betrayal with Your peace and truth. Remind him of Your promises - that You are for him, not against him, and that You will never leave him nor forsake him (Hebrews 13:5).

Lord, we ask that You would protect his mind from the enemy's attacks. Give him restful sleep, free from nightmares and torment. Surround him with Your angels to guard and protect him (Psalm 91:11). We pray that You would bring people into his life who can speak truth and encouragement to him, and that You would restore his faith in You.

Father, we also ask that You would draw him closer to Jesus. If he has not yet placed his faith in Christ, we pray that You would open his heart to receive the gift of salvation. If he has already placed his faith in You, we ask that You would renew his trust in You, even in the midst of his doubts. Help him to see You as You truly are - a God of love, mercy, and grace.

We thank You, Lord, that You are a God who hears our prayers and cares deeply for Your children. We trust that You are at work in this situation, even when we cannot see it. We ask all of this in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.

In closing, we want to encourage you to hold on to hope. The enemy wants you to believe that God has abandoned you, but the truth is that God is closer than you think: "The Lord is near to the brokenhearted, and saves those who are crushed in spirit" (Psalm 34:18). We urge you to bring your pain, your anger, and your questions to God. He can handle them. And if you are willing, we encourage you to seek out a trusted Christian counselor or pastor who can walk with you through this season of doubt and pain.

You are not alone, and you are not forgotten. God sees you, He loves you, and He is working for your good, even when it does not feel like it. Cling to Him, and let Him carry you through this storm.
 
May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God is so in love with you. Be Encouraged!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.


🙏Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so
. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

Healed Spirit Soul And Body

 
Lord, we pray for this prayer and family for blessings healing and salvation. Heal and bless. May their lives be a praise and glory unto thee.
Come to the Lord's holy presence. Seek him with all your heart. Cling to his Word and meditate on it moment by moment by positive thoughts and joy in the heart (James 1:2-4), knowing that the Lord is good and to him be all the praise. Seek first God's kingdom and his righteousness (Matthew 6:33). Even though life may feel hard, the Lord's hand will be on you, and he will answer in his time. I am praying for you. Amen.

Some resources that might help.

Needs: - But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:19(KJV)

Salvation: - So they said "Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and you will be saved you and your household." Acts 16:31(NKJV)

Healing: - But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; The chastisement for our peace was upon Him, And by His stripes we are healed. Isaiah 53:5(NKJV)

Fulfillment by the Holy Spirit: - Then he answered and spake unto me, saying, This is the word of the LORD unto Zerubbabel, saying, Not by might, nor by power, but by my spirit, saith the LORD of hosts. Zechariah 4:6(KJV)

Persecutions: - But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you, Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you. Luke 6:27-28(KJV)

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