RobinKelly
Humble Prayer Partner
I am writing for prayer since losing my only child in 2009, I suffered with severe chest pain and depression. I am also in a verbal abusive relationship for 29yrs. I am tired of living and am very suicidal. I feel like what is the use of living anymore. I have suffered great on this earth and I don't know what to do anymore. I have been in counseling for 4 yrs and don't feel like its helping me. I have been praying for God's help in my life but don't feel his presence in my life. I need help badly!!! I am desperate!!! How do you try to be positive when so many negative things have occurred in your life. I believe in God I just don't know if he cares about me!!!! I know sometimes you have to go thru struggles to learn life lessons but when does it get better? Does it ever??? I love my husband I just wish he could be a better person towards me because all I ever did was try to love him even when he didn't deserve it. I just want to be happy. Please pray for me and I thank everyone for their prayers in my life.
